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[05:35] -- arcaneArtisan [AA] began pestering aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] at 17:35 --

[05:35] AA: Hey Null, how's it going?

[05:36] AG: oh hey

[05:36] AG: I was just talking about you actually believe it or not

[05:36] AA: Hahaha, what? Really?

[05:36] AG: yeah

[05:37] AG: I was talking about how awful everyone in this entire grouP is

[05:37] AA: Awww. :(

[05:37] AG: and said that you're basically the only okay one

[05:37] AG: the rest of us are all douchebags though seriously, myself included

[05:37] AA: Oh. Well I'm glad you count me so high. But you shouldn't be so down on yourself!

[05:38] AA: Or the others either, really. I mean yeah, everyone's got their problems, but they're all basically good at heart!

[05:38] AG: oh no I mean I think my way is better and that I'd Probably live longer than you all other things equal

[05:38] AA: I guess I don't know all the trolls still, but I'm sure they are too.

[05:38] AG: being a little selfish is a good thing

[05:38] AA: Hehe, yeah, you're probably right. I've gotten myself half killed like a dozen times already.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:38] AG: but some of us are being downright cruel lately, and not even to keeP a black quadrant, it has to stoP

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:38] AG: ehehehe, see

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:39] AG: sPeaking of are you okay, last I heard you fell down a hole and got healed by libby or something

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:39] AG: and something about 'giant dong'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:39] AA: Oh, yeah, well Libby started me on the road to healing anyway. But then Katie sped up the process.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:39] AA: "Giant dong...?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AA: Oh....you probably mean the big naked guy that rules Katie's world or whatever.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AG: I thought human kate was a Player of time, not life. wouldn't life heal,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AG: well I have no idea what a dong is to be fair

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AG: if it's something to do with nakedness then yes that might be it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AA: Hehehe. It's a NAUGHTY part. A boy's naughty part.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:40] AG: she's met her land's ruler, you guys are much further than I thought

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:41] AG: oh. males and female trolls have the same Parts

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:41] AG: in some like me, the nook is Predominant. in others like, say, kikate, the bulge is suPPosedly Predominant

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:41] AA: Oh. Huh. I can't even imagine how that would work.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:41] AG: Probably a lot better than whatever method you have

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:41] AA: If you say so!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:42] AG: if boys and girls have different Parts can two boys or two girls even have sex how would that even work

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:42] AA: That's....well....I mean yeah, but it's kind of embarrassing to talk about that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:42] AG: oh, yeah, fair enough. I guess this would be like you asking me how trolls Position buckets

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:42] AA: Buckets?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:42] AG: Pardon me for being, uh, gross, then, I guess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:43] AG: yes, buckets

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:43] AG: let's leave it at that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:43] AA: It's okay. You're just being curious.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:43] AA: But to answer your question, Kate healed me by putting me in some kind of time warp.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:43] AA: And just let my body heal itself.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:44] AA: Which explains why Jack took notice and started being his usual jerky self.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:44] AG: hmm. that sounds stressful. I can't imagine forcing the body to heal itself would be very good for it-- jerky self

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:44] AG: what do you mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:45] AA: Ughh. He showed up and did one of his little "games" and made me choose between something bad happening to me or something bad happening to Katie.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:45] AG: something bad like what

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:45] AA: Long story short, I'm probably not going to be seeing you on Derse again. :(

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:45] AG: I'd Prefer the not short long story actually if that's alright

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:46] AG: did he kill you, why did libby not send me your body too to kiss

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:46] AA: I don't know all the details....but he said something about "trapped forever in a moment of eternal agony in my gallery" or something.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:47] AA: I kind of didn't pay that much attention because it didn't really matter what was going to happen. I just knew it needed to be me rather than Katie.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:48] AG: see what I mean, you need to stoP being so selfless

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:48] AA: Well I couldn't very well let that happen to Katie!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:48] AG: I would rather this kate human suffer. maybe it would be a just Punishment for letting kikate make such a terrible decision

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:48] AG: why she didn't insist he break it off first before they engaged in intersPecies makeouts, I'll never understand

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:48] AA: Nah, it's cool. I'm tough. I can handle it.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:49] AG: if you say so. if I see him online I will see if there is something I can do to mitigate the damages but I doubt there will be

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:49] AA: I don't know what happened with Katie and Kikate really, but I guess I kind of understand where it might be hard to think about other things when romance-y stuff comes up.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:50] AA: I mean Beau had already broken up with Tlaloc, but I didn't even think about it when she told me how she felt...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:50] AG: well it's definitely more his fault than hers

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:50] AG: but she should have some of the blame

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:50] AA: ...and now he's all confused and I feel so bad about being a butt to him when he was all up in her business.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:51] AA: I guess I've just never been jealous before. I didn't handle it very well.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:51] AG: don't be. the only way to get tlaloc to back off is to be firm.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:51] AG: just be careful not to set yourself uP as a rival, or he will think it's okay to continue Pursuing her as a way to keeP things Pitch between you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:51] AA: Yeah, I think I'm going to make him a present or something so he knows there are no hard feelings.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:51] AG: yuck don't do that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AA: Huh? Why not?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: he's stuck uP enough as it is without WAIT

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: WAIT WAIT WAIT

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: you're dating human beau,!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: how the fuck did I react to that like it was something everyone knew

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AA: Yeah.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: what the fuck when did this haPPen

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:52] AG: yloh tihs /o_O\

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AA: It was after we left Big Naked Guy's lair.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AG: wait... I thought beau was a girl

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AA: Yeah, she is.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AG: oh. urgh this is getting back into the toPic of that conversation we left behind a while ago

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AG: let's leave it like it is

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AA: Yeah. It's actually kind of why the question was so embarrassing for me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AG: well, congratulations on filling your flushed quadrant, sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:53] AA: Hehehe. Thanks.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AG: as I was saying

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AG: I think your best course of action would actually be to ignore tlaloc comPletely

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AG: excePt to shoo him away should he come near to beau

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AG: he is a very sPoiled waste of oxygen

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AA: Aww, but he seems so lonely, and kind of sad. I don't want to make him feel worse.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:54] AG: he is used to being handed everything in his life, simPly because it amused the emPress to allow his PeoPle to keeP uP a charade of a mining oPeration

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:55] AG: his flushcrush's matesPrit making Pale advances toward him will NOT helP him feel any better, I assure you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:55] AG: I was hoPing they'd go black (beau and tlaloc that is) but I think tlaloc's too dumb to realize anyone could really hate him

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:55] AA: See, this "pale" thing confuses me so much. Balish said I was "incessantly pale" too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:55] AG: I tried to have him in that quadrant, a while back

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:55] AA: But I'm just trying to be a friend!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:56] AG: there is a difference between a friend and a moirail

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:56] AG: a friend is.. like... an acquaintance. it is someone to whom you sPeak and make alliances is. a friend can look out for another friend's quadrant mates, yes, so friendshiP isn't as limiting as it would seem

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:57] AG: but moirailshiP is the deeP intimate communication and suPPort between two trolls who are made Pale for each other.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:57] AA: Well I mean I was just trying to listen to Balish's problems and stuff. He's been having a rough time lately I think. And I'm good at listening.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:57] AG: yes, that's definite moirail territory. friends keeP uPdated on their friends lives, moirails talk to them about their feelings and why their feelings might be being felt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: so, I might tell you that balish is a dick and we're still not in a black quadrant, but I wouldn't tell you, FOR EXAMPLE, that every day that Passed that he didn't change his mind made me feel like a worthless Piece of shit

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AA: Awww. :(

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: like that he didn't think I could be a real rival to him

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: or worse that he doesn't think I'm attractive

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: er

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: that was just a hyPothetical examPle by the way

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AG: moving on

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:58] AA: Example or not, that's so sad to even think about!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:59] AG: balish does need a moirail. he hoPed to have me in that quadrant, but I simPly can't do it.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:59] AG: it's not one of the kissing quadrants, and I want to smush his stuPid face with my liPs and my teeth, so.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:59] AA: If I were talking to hypothetical you, I would tell you that you're way better than you give yourself credit for!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:59] AG: th-... thanks. says, the uh, hyPothetical me, I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[05:59] AA: And not to get hung up just because Balish doesn't see you that way. :)

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:00] AG: well, we'll see. I have no doubt hyPothetical me can Prove herself to be as strong or even stronger than even his chucklevoodoo magics

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:00] AG: even if it means me gouging my ears out as well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:00] AA: Hey, that's the word I was looking for!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:00] AG: hmm,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:00] AG: which word

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AA: I kept thinking it was "gigglehex" or "roflmagic" or something.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AG: ehehehehe fantastic

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AG: I'll be sure to remember those for the future

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AA: "Chucklevoodoo," then. That's what they were saying that sweater was.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AG: that sweater,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AG: which sweater

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:01] AA: The one that's got me cursed.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AG: oh, I think you mentioned that. you, or beau

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AA: They think it's a chucklevoodoo I guess.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AA: So Balish is going to investigate it for me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AA: Becuase he knows more about chucklevoodoos than anyone else, I guess.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AG: than anyone else alive, for sure

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:02] AG: he fought long and hard to keeP from being indoctrinated into the church so his knowledge is very limited

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AA: Oh, it's a religion thing?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AG: it would be helPful if he could sPeak to a more exPerienced subjugglator but they are all dead along with everyone else on alternia

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AA: I hope I didn't insult him by thinking the whole thing sounded kind of silly...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AG: it sounds incredibly silly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AG: he said so often himself

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AG: well he didn't say silly but he did mention what a

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AG: "COMPLETE and utter crock of SHIT" the whole thing was

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:03] AA: Oh, okay.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:04] AG: but if it is a chucklevoodoo he is the closest thing we have to an exPert now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:04] AA: Yeah, that's what Libby said.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:04] AA: It's so sweet of him to be helping me out with it, too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AG: you know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AA: I've got to find a way to pay him back.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AG: I would suggest for you to court him Pale

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AG: if I didn't think he'd end uP killing you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AA: Huh?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:05] AG: also I don't think you understand the gravity of being true to your moirail. you're an even bigger Paleslut than that rysPor is

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:06] AA: But I don't get this whole Pale thing at all really. I mean I'd love to be his friend and someone he could trust....but I don't understand why you would only have one person you trust and confide in.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:06] AG: he is a very strong and very dangerous troll, esPecially since he is giving into that side of himself lately

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:06] AA: But yeah, I think you're right. He needs someone to talk to really bad.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:06] AG: because moirailshiP is about Privacy and trust. if the one you confide in confides in others, they'll eventually confide about your Problems

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:07] AG: and how insulting is it that your moirail would think they needed to go to someone else for comfort, how could one Person not be good enough,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:08] AA: I don't know. I wouldn't feel insulted by it if one of my friends confided in someone else.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:08] AG: it sounds like human friendshiP is simPly a diluted version of moirailshiP, then. it seems sad, honestly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:09] AA: But I don't know....Balish really does need someone. Maybe I should try to be his "moirail." I would have to learn what really counts as being "infidelity" before I could though. :(

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:09] AG: well, rilset has been a fantastic moirail to me so far, even if it's only temPorary

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AG: he's allegedChlorofiend

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AG: PerhaPs you could talk to him about it,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AA: I don't think I've talked to him.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AA: Yeah, I'll ask. Thanks Null.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AG: and the human doir is attemPting a moirailshiP with rysPor, you could sPeak to him as well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:10] AG: for a likely faulted, human PersPective I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:11] AA: Hmm. Yeah, that might be important though! I mean for trolls I'll bet a lot of being a moirail is so natural you don't even think it's worth mentioning.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:11] AG: Probably

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:11] AA: Maybe I will talk to both of them about it. Especially if Balish doesn't have anyone else.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:12] AG: I don't believe he does. PerhaPs maenam, as she may be the only one immune to his voodoos, but I believe you to be far more intelligent than her

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:12] AG: if you could keeP on your toes, I think you would be a better fit

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:12] AA: Aww, thanks! But Maenam's great! I talked to her the other day and she seemed like a lot of fun. She even offered to make me a hoodie!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:12] AA: I'm not sure what a "tandem hoodie" is yet though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:13] AG: yes, she made me one as well. I was wearing it all of the time, until I made much cooler clothes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:13] AG: she is... weak, and gullible, and naive, much as it Pains me to sPeak about my betters like that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:14] AA: Oh, I'll bet she's stronger than she seems. People with a creative drive like that usually have some sort of strength, deep down.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:14] AG: hmm, yes. very deeP, maybe

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:14] AA: But yeah, I guess naivety can be a problem. Some people even think I'm naive!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:14] AG: why, I never

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:14] AG: how dare they P:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:15] AG: well, it was nice catching uP with hon hon but I have to be heading out

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:15] AA: Yeah, it's been nice talking to you Null.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:15] AG: well, er, staying in my hive but focusing on other things

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:15] AG: you know what I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:15] AG: we'll talk soon okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:16] AA: No worries! I know how much concentration projects can require!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:16] AA: Bye.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:16] AG: ehehehe bye

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<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [06:16] <span style="font-size:14px;line-height:22px;color:rgb(100,100,100);">-- aibohphilicGapeseed <span style="font-size:14px;line-height:22px;color:rgb(170,0,0);">[AG] <span style="font-size:14px;line-height:22px;color:rgb(100,100,100);"> ceased pestering arcaneArtisan <span style="font-size:14px;line-height:22px;color:rgb(100,149,237);">[AA] <span style="font-size:14px;line-height:22px;color:rgb(100,100,100);"> at 18:16 --