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[06:11:28] -- automatedContraption [AC] began pestering calligraphicGuitarist [CG] at 18:11 --

[06:11:44] CG: =Oh hey Wb.>

[06:12:31] AC: Heyo

[06:12:53] CG: =You eh...It's gonna sound weird but, You notice anything different about my text?>

[06:13:14] CG: =Because I'm wondering where these features came from.>

[06:13:22] AC: Is it sword of typing?

[06:13:36] CG: =...T T>

[06:13:42] CG: =Yeah I suppose it looks like it.>

[06:14:09] CG: =I just woke up to it really.>

[06:15:43] AC: Thats weird. maybe it was your parental unit

[06:16:38] CG: =My mom? I guess so. I'll have to figure it out later. But either way, I'm wondering if you know more about that dream world than I think. It's on assumption from when you said 'don't mention those planets to anyone unless they ask you.'>

[06:19:55] AC: Oh not really

[06:20:11] AC: Its just a certain group doesnt want the information getting out

[06:20:29] CG: =Miloko and Darmok?>

[06:24:21] AC: Well they are part of said group yes

[06:24:39] AC: dont ask about any more though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:24:45] AC: Youll know in due time

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:25:01] CG: =Well alright. >

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:25:23] CG: =What I'm bothered about was interrupting them when they were being in private. I just didn't know where else to go or what to do.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:26:08] CG: =And considering I've never been with people long enough to 'get the picture', their faces looked like I was being a nuisance when I saw them.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:29:18] AC: well we were in kind of a weird hurry to get places

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:29:41] CG: =Exactly!>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:29:56] CG: =I was just trying to get adjusted and I didn't have time to think.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:30:22] CG: =I mean, who would you go to if you were me and in a place you were unfamiliar with?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:30:56] AC: Never thought of asking one of the little white guys?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:31:18] CG: =I only asked one about Enzo and my guitar.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:31:44] CG: =I was looking for Enzo and thought maybe Darmok knew anyone who could take me there to his tower.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:32:26] AC: Well i guess if i see enzo in-game i should send him your way?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:32:36] AC: ((take out ingame insert on prospit))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:33:04] CG: =Thanks. I'm sure things will clear up, but Enzo is gonna have a hissy fit over 'magic doesn't exist' and being in a land where 'magic does exist'.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:33:29] CG: =The guy's a real stickler for philosophy but he helps keep me grounded.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:34:04] AC: Yeah thats true

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:34:19] CG: =In a sense, I really need him around.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:37:52] CG: =You ever had someone you needed the most to help balance you out?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:39:10] AC: Mmm...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:39:12] AC: Honestly?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:39:16] CG: =Yeah.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:39:20] AC: Nope

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:39:27] CG: =What about your sister?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:41:40] AC: She doesn't keep me level?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:41:50] AC: If anything I level her out...which is weird

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:42:13] CG: =Well you ever thought about how you two need each other in that regard then?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:42:24] AC: ...were related though?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:42:36] AC: Well. in a way a troll is related to people.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:43:00] CG: =I mean spending more time with her and perhaps bonding together more instead of being 'just related'.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:44:39] AC: ...anyway continue

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:44:46] CG: =Sorry.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:45:06] CG: =But with Enzo, he has the ability to have a vision and focus on it.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:45:20] CG: =I suppose it was his vision that drew me in and got me trying to help it come true.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:46:00] CG: =Since then I've been trying to be as loyal as I can.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:46:53] CG: =Now we got six bandmates, Though Thiago and Tethys wanna drop again, He's got more people to talk to, and I got a friend who has a mind that can help me think past just my emotions.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:48:11] CG: =I dunno what I would do without him.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:50:05] AC: Hmm. maybe your that troll <> with him

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:50:26] CG: =I wouldn't call it passionate but I would call it like finding a brother I always wanted.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:51:27] AC: So... hes a bro?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:51:31] CG: =Yeah.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:51:41] AC: Well thats just a friend

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:52:22] CG: =Well like we talked about before between you and I, it feels good having a friend.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:52:42] AC: Not used to having friends?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:52:52] CG: =Never had any growing up...>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:53:00] CG: =All I had was my mom.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:53:27] CG: =You could say I was sheltered.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:53:36] CG: =I can't figure out why.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:57:19] CG: =But it's really the reason why I'm excited as I am about meeting people.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:57:27] CG: =Real people I can actually get along with or have fights with.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[06:57:42] CG: =...and yes it's awkward to wanna have fights but...At least I'm actually seeing someone new.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:05:03] AC: Hm. Unfortuante.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:07:16] CG: =You really don't know how lucky you are to actually talk to people even if it's pleasantries. No idea how overlooked having a meaningful arguement or a rational conversation of likes would be. You're even lucky enough to learn when a person is being real with you or bullshitting about how they are just to get at your fortunes. You have those experiences and you have the ability to find someo

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:07:16] CG: ne you really like and say 'I want to be with this person'. I don't have that luxury because for me, day in and day out, all I do is wake up, study books, watch the internet, play games, be with my mother, and be in bed wondering what being with real people would be like...>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:08:20] CG: =I deeply apologize for this long winded monologue but I thank fate for having me get the chance to even learn about others and be involved in these conversations...>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:09:42] CG: =In miloko's standpoint, it's often the gods intentions working in strange ways. In Enzo's standpoint, it's most likely coincidence and personal drive. In my standpoint, it's just enough of a gift to feel like I can finally say 'I exist to someone'.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:09:59] AC: You scream therefore you are

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10:07] AC: Or something like that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10:26] CG: =Not worth screaming if no one is around to hear you.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10:46] CG: =But this is just how I am.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:11:25] CG: =I'm being dead honest, regardless of how much I chat with people, I feel like a social outcast who's finally learning how it feels to be a conversating fool.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:11:55] CG: =And I am deeply thankful that I got to meet anyone...>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12:02] CG: =...and...that I got to meet you.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12:31] AC: Youre welcome I guess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12:51] CG: =Are you okay with me talking this much?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:14:16] CG: =This is just feeling like I'm coming off as another one of those pleasantries.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15:40] AC: Well im rather used to people talking a lot. I'm not big on words myself... Its... Just how I am. I like to keep things to a point unless i'm under extreme distress of some kind

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:16:15] CG: =Where you feel like you gotta yell at the top of your lungs to get a word in edge wise?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:17:17] AC: More like not being listened to. Doesn't happen often...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18:03] CG: =Well I'm always welcome to listen to your worries.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18:21] CG: =You just gotta speak up more. Or treat it like it's King of fighters.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18:44] CG: =If someone's not giving you room to speak or breath, make a point in doing so.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:20:17] CG: =Or just knock em in the jaw. That can work too.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:20:20] AC: I keep my worries bottled sorry. Theyre on the shelf next to the stuff i care about.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:20:39] CG: =Like your robots and video games? Or maybe something more?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:20:54] AC: Robots and video games yes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21:27] AC: and some other things maybe

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21:40] CG: =Like what?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:25:24] AC: Idk id have to think about it. There isnt much up there that im willing to talk about

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:25:59] CG: =Where as I've been quite an open book.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:26:29] CG: =I understand.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:26:47] AC: Its cool.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:27:14] CG: =Of course. I'm always here to talk to.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:34:52] AC: Oh have you had any further dreams on prospit?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:35:25] CG: =I haven't checked yet. Even if I did, it'd be just floating around strumming music.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:35:30] CG: =It's...Actually quite soothing.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:36:18] AC: Meaning?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:36:34] CG: =I sorta started playing a song I remember hearing.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:36:42] CG: =Dunno if you'd like it though.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:41:01] CG: = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOEDsSLNvj4&list=FLJq-WBQopwtbFx1bED8YTMA&index=18 >

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:41:18] CG: =Word of mention, it's rather mellow.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:49:55] AC: Hm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:50:02] AC: Alright ill bite. one sec

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:50:19] CG: =Okay.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:51:58] AC: Not my cup of tea but its nice

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:52:37] CG: =Told you.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:53:11] AC: That you did. thanks for sharing it though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:53:18] CG: =You're welcome.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:53:23] CG: =It was just how I felt.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:55:16] CG: =Plus that was the kind of mood I got from Prospit.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:58:05] CG: =Thanks for talking with me at least. I hope this chat was okay for you too.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:58:23] AC: oh of course it was. thanks for talking to me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:58:34] CG: =Anytime. Game later?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:58:45] AC: Mm... Rather game now if you dont mind

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:58:50] CG: =Love to.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:59:06] AC: My choosing this time. Empire earth

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:59:10] CG: =Bring it on.>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:59:11] AC: gold edition

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:59:15] CG: =... GULP...>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:59:37] -- calligraphicGuitarist [CG] ceased pestering automatedContraption [AC] at 19:59 --