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[10:18] AA: What.

 [10:18] GA: sooo

 [10:19] GA: apparently scarlet revived seriad

 [10:19] AA: Scarlet can revive the dead?

 [10:19] GA: she has shenanicite doesnt she?

 [10:19] AA: Oh. Right.

[10:20] -- galactoidArrival [GA] sends seriadselfie.png --

 [10:20] GA: (( it's dina and seriad takin a selfie ))

 [10:20] AA: Well....she seems in good spirits at least.

 [10:20] AA: That's quite an outfit she's wearing.

 [10:21] GA: "right? she's got a fan and a cool wand. pretty swanky."

 [10:21] AA: Well this is great though.

 [10:21] GA: i know

 [10:21] GA: i was really sad

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:21] AA: And you're sure it's her? Not some sort of tiktok or something?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:22] GA: uh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:22] GA: i dont fuckin know man

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:22] GA: seems like seriad

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:24] GA: she said scarlet revived her with twink stuff and she's still got a scar where she was stabbed

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:24] GA: she also wanted to kill lily but i persuaded her to not

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:24] AA: I was wondering how to ask that politely.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:25] GA: apparently scarlet gave her a pep talk about exacting her revenge"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:25] GA: sooooo

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:26] GA: i dunno. watch lily. send her back to her team.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:26] GA: not sure what you found out last night

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:26] GA: assuming it was secret stuff

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:26] GA: i tried to take lily to see libby but libby was out, so, meh?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:27] AA: Libby was "out?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:27] AA: Curious.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:27] AA: Where could she be?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:27] GA: idk shes a busy person

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:30] AA: Yeah, but I haven't known her to go to lots of different places.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:30] AA: So it's still a little weird.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:31] GA: i doubt she stays in her 'office' 24/7

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:31] AA: Why not? I spend most of my time in either my office, the commissary, or Beau's room lately.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:32] GA: bow chicka bow wow

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:33] AA: =P

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:34] AA: How is it even notable to you that Beau and I share a room, after almost five years?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:34] GA: booowwww chicka bowwwww wowwwwww

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:34] GA: watch out sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:34] GA: cause you're in the

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:34] GA: daaaanger zoooone

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:35] AA: I'm in exactly the same zone I've been in for years now.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:35] GA: canada?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:35] AA: Yes. Canada. Well done.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:35] GA: can i have a sticker

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:36] GA: or do you only have STINKERS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:37] AA: You are such a dork.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:40] AA: Okay, well I guess I should contact Seriad, and congratulate her on being alive again.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:41] AA: Thanks for letting us know, Doir. It's good of you to keep everyone updated. We need to be better about spreading information around, and you're doing your part.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:41] GA: right? im pretty amazing

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:42] GA: i try to keep a policy of no personal secrets

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:43] GA: and actually so far i've kept it almost perfectly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:43] GA: there's like maybe one secret that will probably come to the grave with me as it did with ryspor and that's it. no others.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] AA: What?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] AA: You and Ryspor had a secret?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] GA: and no, not a romantic one

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] AA: That's a suspiciously specific denial.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] GA: no i know you guys

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:45] GA: you all have your stupid romantic secrets

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:46] GA: this is a genuine, hugeass, existentially life changing secret that you will probably never find out

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:46] AA: It's not so much that I have romantic secrets, and more that my romantic life isn't anyone's business but me and Beau's.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:46] GA: no but like it's all 'ooh im having an affair with so and so and oooooh i have a crush on x'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:47] AA: I've never had an affair with anyone.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:47] GA: not specifically you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:47] AA: I don't think I've ever had a crush, either.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:47] GA: other people

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:47] GA: like someone who won't be named was tellin me about how she has like, four fuckin crushes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] GA: and she was crushin mad hard on one guy who already had a matesprit and she's like involved with someone else *and* secretly involved with even another person

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] AA: Well that's probably normal enough for trolls.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] GA: no no not even a troll

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] GA: and it was all red

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] AA: (( Technically a troll ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] AA: (( Halfa ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:48] GA: (( not raised as one ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:49] AA: A human with a crush on four different people?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:49] GA: right?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:49] AA: How do you even notice other people when you're in love with someone?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:49] GA: riiiight?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:49] GA: like, maenam is trying to get black with me or something

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:50] GA: and im like ok sure that's great but we have bigger problems to deal with right now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:50] AA: That was before she went loco though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:50] GA: no it was like yesterday dude

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:50] AA: What? You talked to Maenam?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:51] GA: she was hoggin the bathroom

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:51] AA: And she didn't attack you or anything?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:51] GA: she did grab me by the collar and poke me in the chest a couple times in an evil way

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:51] GA: and also snogged the crap out of me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:52] GA: was pretty cool. its gotta be said, she knows how to play the evil villainess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:52] AA: I've been looking over my shoulder every time I enter the hallway for fear she's lying in wait for me, and you two are just hanging out and macking?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:52] GA: its not *my* faukt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:52] GA: *fault

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:52] GA: like i didnt initiate

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:53] AA: Crickets. I really wish we could find a way to get the old Maenam back.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:53] GA: i was trying

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:53] GA: i was like 'hey man we're all worried about you and you look like you haven't slept in a while are you ok??' and she was like 'RARRARRRARRGH GO AWAY YOU STUPID SHIT PIER OFF OF A SHORT LAKE I HATE YOU MORE THAN SHAKESPEARE HATED FISH' or whatever

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:54] GA: 'RRHRRHRHRHH I HATE FRIENDS FRIENDS DO NOTHING BUT BETRAY YOU AND I WAS STUPID AND AN IDIOT FASHION GIRL BUT NOW IM EEEVIL MUHAHAHA'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:54] GA: basically word for word that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:54] AA: That's depressing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:54] GA: right?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:55] GA: then she kissed me and told me to go tell all yall she changed her name and is also evil

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:55] GA: which is what i did in that announcement

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:55] AA: Yeah, you did. I guess I overlooked it because of the Lily thing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:55] AA: It's been a busy month. -_-

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:56] GA: yeahh at least milokos world has been nice so far

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:56] AA: Maybe we shouldn't be trying to get the old Maenam back. Maybe we need to deal with "Laynne" as she is, and find a way to get her to agree to a detente.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:56] GA: lunch detente?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:56] GA: or after school detente

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:57] AA: I mean like an armistice.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:57] GA: i know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:58] GA: id probably be the best for doing such a thing

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:58] GA: my whole magical girl thing is like half justice, half diplomacy. and all charisma.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:58] GA: because problem sleuth

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [10:59] GA: oh also maenam hateloves me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:00] AA: Yeah, I guessed from the snogging.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:01] GA: me too!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:02] GA: oh, hey, did i tell you that vyllen is a phone now, by the way?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:02] AA: Yes, I was there.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:02] GA: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:02] GA: right

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:03] GA: (( GENUINE MISTAKE ON MY PART ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:03] GA: (( BUT LETS ROLL WITH IT ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:03] GA: i should probably tell miloko, she's the leader of this planet, she should know too

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:03] AA: About Vyllen?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:03] GA: yes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:05] AA: But she was there too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:05] GA: ohhh yeah, she ruined everything

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:05] AA: Doir, have you started drinking again?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:06] GA: started?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:06] GA: that was actually just a brain fart

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:06] GA: you can barely even hold me accountable for that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:08] GA: trust me i can tell with my mind powers i actually literally just farted from my brain you can't prove that i didn't

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:10] AA: Man, I feel like such a load, not going out on a world while you guys are out there.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:10] GA: haha right you're such a bum

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:10] GA: what aaaaaa lazy bum

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AA: I'm trying to get a full inventory of the base.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AA: And try to turn it from a place to leave our stuff into a proper base.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AA: Especially now that we don't have the ark anymore.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] GA: well, good luck with that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AA: And also prepare to deal with Maenam.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] GA: i've been meaning to figure out the server interface but, christ, there's no time

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] GA: what do you mean by deal?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AA: Yeah. I had asked Vyllen to look into it, too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] GA: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] GA: well i don't know if he'll be able to now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AA: I mean deal with her. Either get her to agree to a truce, or take her prisoner.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] GA: jeezey petes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AA: Although I don't know how I would keep her from using her powers if I did take her prisoner.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] GA: yeah no i think we should definitely be going the diplomatic route here and not be imprisoning anyone

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AA: "Jeezey petes?" Doir, she might hurt people if they don't submit to her.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AA: If I can get her to agree to a truce, I will. But I have to be realistic here.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AA: She might not be willing to accept anything less than full capitulation.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] GA: and? we can just tell her she's in charge.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] GA: we don't actually have to listen to whatever bullshit she might say.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] GA: i mean, we're so incompetent, it's entirely believeable we'd just fail every time

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] AA: She's never been as dumb as she acted, Doir.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] GA: she was acting dumb?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] AA: She wouldn't fall for that for very long.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] GA: i dunno, i think she'd at least go a month or two like that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] AA: Doir, do you remember what I was like when we first started playing the game?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] AA: I think most people probably thought I was pretty dumb, too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] AA: Maybe they still do, I don't know.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] GA: a pollyanna

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] GA: ohh, you're saying she was just in denial about the crappiness of the world and people around her

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] GA: and now she's just realized it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] AA: Not just that though. I got terrible grades and I didn't know much of anything outside of art and I was oblivious to everything that was going on.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] GA: hehe, yeah

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] AA: And that was because I didn't have any reason to apply myself.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] AA: Once I had one....I mean I don't want to overstate it, but I think I've come a long way.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AA: Well, whether for good or for ill, Maenam has found her reason to focus.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] GA: except her focus is to 'rule or be dead'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AA: Yeah. I'm just saying, I don't want to underestimate her intelligence just because she's been a bit of a ditz for most of the time we've known her.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] AA: Being ditzy isn't the same thing as being dumb.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] GA: hahah have you met me thats basically my whole life

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] AA: Well then yeah, you know the situation too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] GA: whoa, wait, if i'm still ditzy, does that mean i haven't applied myself?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] GA: i mean i guess i have been halfassing everything

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] AA: You've been applying yourself more lately.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] GA: right? ive been like almost responsible lately

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] GA: ive lost all of my carefree, unhinged charm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] AA: But you never went through the sort of transformation I did, or that Maenam's going through right now, no.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] GA: oh shit

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] GA: i'd better do that before i die

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] GA: what do i do sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:21] AA: Enjoy yourself? I was a lot happier when I was a space case.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:21] GA: whoa are you sayin im a space- hahahah no i cant even say that with a straight face im totally a space case

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] GA: but actually though i think im gonna look for a way to apply myself

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:23] GA: what are you applying for?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:23] AA: I started because I wanted to live up to Beau's memory.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:24] AA: I wanted to fill in for her, once we lost her. And I didn't want my obliviousness to stop me from saving anyone else important to me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:24] GA: ohh okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] GA: i can think of a few similar applications

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] GA: ok. ok. hear me out on this:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] AA: And then after I brought Beau back, and it turned out I had made a bad deal with the Horrorterrors, I had to redouble my efforts because I wanted to not make bad deals like that anymore.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] GA: applying myself, to be the *most* responsible, smartest, and best person i can be, because of how stupid and ditzy i am now.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] GA: aw, but then i'd have to whole-ass everything

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] GA: i guess that's just what it takes to be the best

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] GA: hm, id also have to stop ironically calling myself the best, and do that 'humble' thing, ew

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:27] AA: It took some serious events to push Maenam and I to evolve, Doir.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] AA: I'm not saying you can't do it just because you decide you want to be better, but it's going to be harder.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] GA: yeah, but im like, 2 stress points away from a breakdown after that whole ryspor dying and seriad kind of dying but not really shit

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] AA: Yeah. It's been stressful.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] AA: I can understand that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] GA: ive basically repressed all of my feelings from the day after that shit onward

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] AA: I think for Maenam and I, we got to the point that we couldn't repress anymore.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] AA: The universe broke us.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] AA: And we had to try to rebuild ourselves.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] GA: see the problem is im just too good at bouncing back

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] GA: ryspor dying by all means should have broken me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:30] GA: but im too cool for school B)

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:30] AA: Maybe.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AA: Is Mary on your team, Doir?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] GA: ooh! yeah, i like her.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AA: Maybe you should try talking to her about things, if you want to do something about your mental state.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] GA: i just talked to her like yesterday

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] GA: ive gotta give other people a chance

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] AA: I meant in a more clinical manner.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] GA: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] GA: theres not much else to say

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] AA: Like what I mean is, a Sylph of Heart? That's like the perfect class for a therapist.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] AA: I think it would be good for her to get more practice at helping people work through their mental issues.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] GA: but im literally a mind player

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] GA: when the going gets tough i just learned to mind-meditate on it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] GA: the fuck do you think i do in literally all of my downtime

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] AA: Yeah, but Mind doesn't really seem to be the same thing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] GA: tru

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] AA: "Mind" isn't really about the entirety of the brain as near as I can tell. It's like....the Superego, maybe?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] AA: Or at least the Ego.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] GA: i dunno what that is, but it's really more about decisions you make and like your literal brain

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] AA: And I think a Sylph of Heart would be better at interacting with the Id.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] GA: as far as i can tell, heart is about emotion emotions and your literal heart. maybe the cerebrum.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] AA: I'm just saying that I think if you're worried about your emotions and instincts, Heart is probably more the aspect to go with than Mind.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] GA: but the emotion part

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] GA: eh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] GA: ive always been a 'fuck it, ill just do it' kind of person

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] GA: so maybe fuck it ill just do it. with the application thing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] GA: and if i get broken along the way itll just speed shit up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] AA: I guess. But I'm not convinced that Maenam or I are models to be following.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AA: Maybe if we had had a therapist to help us through, we wouldn't both be so unhappy now.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] GA: i dunno, your arcs are pretty interesting

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] GA: if i had an arc like you id have so many irons up my wazoo you wouldnt even know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AA: Doir, I think I've told you before that it makes me feel disrespected when you refer to my life as an "arc."

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] GA: yeah, yeah

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] AA: It takes away my sense of agency.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] GA: i was trying to get away from that stuff, but i guess without ryspor i dont have anyone to slap me every time i say it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] GA: ill just slap myself

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:39] AA: If you think that will help you. I wish you would talk to Mary if you do though. I think she could help make sure you go through it in a healthy way, and I think it would help her to grow as a sylph, too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:39] GA: you dont tell me what to do

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] GA: oh, wait. you do

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AA: Didn't you agree to respect me as your leader? =P

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AA: But I'm just teasing. This isn't an order even if you did.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AA: It's just a friend expressing a piece of advice for another friend.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:41] GA: yeah, i know. i'm just resisting it because ive been trying to spread out who i talk to lately.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:41] GA: ill do it in like a week

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:42] AA: Okay.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:42] GA: ooh if you see maenam tho tell her i said hi

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:44] AA: You mean assuming she's not trying to rip my blood out through my ears?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:44] GA: no tell her i said hi even if she does that too

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AA: I'll try to slip it in.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AA: And if you say "phrasing," so help me Doir...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] GA: ...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] GA: ...said ripley to the android bishop.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AA: Ughh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:48] GA: yeah slip it to her! bow chicka bow wow!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:48] GA: bow chicka bow chicka bow chicka bow wow wow wow bow wow chicka chicka bow wow!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AA: Well anyway.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:59] AA: I guess I'll go talk to Seriad now.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:59] GA: ok

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:59] GA: seeya later alligator

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:00] AA: So long.