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[23:22] -- chimericalCrotchet [CC] began messaging aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] at 23:22 --

[23:44] CC: hay Null...

[23:45] CC: eheh, i know we're right next to each other, but i don't feel like talking...

[23:45] CC: do you mind if we chat here...?

[23:45] AG: ehehehe it's cool

[23:45] AG: there are spies everywhere anyhow

[23:45] AG: rilset's over there glaring daggers in me so it's not like I can speak my mind without anyone seeing

[23:45] CC: eheh...okay

[23:45] AG: besides maybe this way scarlet can make a fucking newsletter about it

[23:46] CC: scarlet...?

[23:46] AG: she's another one of the twinks.

[23:46] CC: i know

[23:46] CC: why do you say her name?

[23:46] AG: I pity her, to be honest, she hasn't had the nicest time of it

[23:46] AG: what do you mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:46] CC: scarlet making a newsletter...?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] CC: what do you mean?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] AG: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] AG: she reads everything we say to each other and makes gossip rags about it on derse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] AG: it's pretty awful

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] CC: ...oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] AG: it's one of the reasons I can't really talk to-- uh, human sami. you don't know her.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] CC: that's uncool...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] CC: and okay...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:47] CC: is it bad to talk here, then...?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] AG: it's bad to talk anywhere

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] AG: no matter where we speak, libby, scarlet, and possibly jack can see it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] CC: '~'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] AG: I don't doubt the herald has some kind of abilities like that if he wasn't insane

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] CC: okay...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:48] CC: oh well, it can't be helped...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] AG: basically.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] CC: ...hay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] AG: you know, I used to hate being looked at. I'm kind of used to it by now though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] CC: eheh, that's good

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] AG: what's up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:49] CC: I think you look pretty cool c:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:50] CC: and i'm glad rilset didn't ruin that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:50] CC: very much, anyway...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:50] CC: i'm very happy you're still okay c:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:51] AG: rilset's not all bad, you know. he just needs to get over his little obsession over me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] CC: ah, okay...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] AG: he's strong, and passionate. just.... ugh, so not my type.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] CC: eheh...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] AG: and... and thanks for the compliments.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] CC: ^-^

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:52] CC: isn't hate...a love thing? for trolls?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:53] AG: yeah, but I don't know how he feels in that regard yet. he still seems to be pretty flushed, and that won't do at all for a black relationship

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:53] AG: besides I've got that thing with the black queen I have to sort out

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:53] CC: black queen...?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:54] CC: sorry, i guess i ask a lot of questions...eheh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:55] AG: it's okay. apparently both of the dream worlds each have a king and queen and we're supposed to fight or something

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:56] CC: ...hm...okay.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:57] CC: um...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[23:58] CC: you're...working with jack...?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:00] AG: ugh, I wouldn't put it like that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:00] AG: the twinks are playing a game using us as chess pieces

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:00] CC: ah...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] CC: libby was very upset earlier...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] AG: libby found herself fond of my ex-best friend, and jack... I don't know.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] AG: he thinks that I make a suitable revenge, I guess.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] CC: mm...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] CC: i don't know, either...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:01] AG: they're just using us to re-enact old petty squabbles. but if there's one thing I can say about jack... at least he's up front about it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:02] CC: '~'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:02] CC: do you trust him?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:02] AG: he doesn't lie and deceive like the others. I trust him that much. I don't trust him to not withhold information, though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:03] CC: does he help you? train you, tell you things...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:03] AG: yes, yes, he does. he's helped me out a lot. though, it wasn't enough to keep rilset from wiping my ass all over the floor.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:03] AG: I know if we come to blows again, a mental confrontation is best.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:03] AG: so, I've learned that much this encounter.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:04] CC: he helps you get stronger, too, which is good...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:04] CC: i wish i could help fight, but i think even if i was trained, i wouldn't be any good...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:04] AG: yes. he gave me a boost, at least.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:05] AG: you have to find out what your strong points are and play to those. put yourself in situations where they're useful and try to train to fill holes later

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:05] CC: mhm...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:05] CC: i think...i don't trust libby, or the other twinks

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:05] CC: but, i want to know more about jack

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:06] CC: you trust him, and i think, i want to get away from all these social...things, and try to work

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:06] CC: under him, maybe, if only...to learn more about this game

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:06] CC: i want to play the game

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:06] CC: not see my friends kill each other

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:11] AG: well, I don't think you'll be able to have that close of a, uh, working relationship

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:11] CC: with jack?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:11] AG: I hardly even talk to him and I'm supposedly his 'avatar'. but yes you can ask him what you should do and what you should be focusing on levelling

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:11] CC: okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] CC: avatar?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] AG: yeah, I don't fucking know.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] AG: head chess piece, from what I can tell.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] CC: ...okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] AG: ostensibly speaking I'm his matesprit, but I have a feeling that's only until he can kill me and balish and get to libby

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:12] AG: maybe I'm being paranoid there

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:13] AG: he did offer to save me when this game is destroyed so maybe there are some real emotions there

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:13] CC: what

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:13] CC: uh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:13] CC: that doesn't

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:13] CC: sound promising?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:14] AG: well he's not the highest level player we're dealing with here

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:14] AG: there are people around much stronger than him

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:14] CC: oh what really?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:14] AG: and, once again, while he's certainly not the nicest of the twinks, he's definitely the least duplicitous. his motives and his actions are ones I can understand

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:15] AG: I've been betrayed by all of my old friends, just like he was. hormones and other bullshit and the mental stress that this game causes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:15] AG: he wants to break this game, and so do I

[00:15] <span style="color:rgb(130,100,10);">CC: // Avel just looks over at Null in quiet sympathy.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:15] AG: but there's a certain order to do this in.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:15] AG: I'd like to work with him in the hopes that we can all reach a new universe and coexist somewhat peacefully

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] CC: that sounds better to me, too

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] AG: he doesn't want to make a new universe at all, but maybe I can convince him otherwise as time goes on. I do so like living, and there are a few people whose lives I think are worth saving

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] CC: than all this fighting...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] CC: ah, okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] AG: we do both agree, however, that this stupid game shouldn't destroy any more universes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:16] AG: or destroy the lives of any more children

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:17] CC: well i want to help you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:17] CC: and maybe more, if that's the best thing to do

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:17] CC: i want to learn about this game and make something happen

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:18] AG: well, thank you.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:18] CC: c:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:18] CC: should i...talk to jack?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] AG: my entire plan hinges on the silly notion that jack will... become endeared to me and a few others.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] CC: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] AG: try not to piss him off, or do anything foolish, and that might be okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] CC: okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] AG: I think you're smart enough to avoid getting killed like that asshole doir though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] AG: do you need his handle

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] CC: i hope...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:19] CC: and i think i have it, but can you just say here?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:20] CC: it'll be faster

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:20] AG: punctualPilferer

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:20] CC: thank you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:20] AG: if you catch him online, best do it soon. he's sometimes gone for long periods

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:20] CC: ...he's online

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:21] CC: will you...help me? make sure i don't say something stupid?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:21] AG: aww. I mean, I can try.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[00:33] |#avelnulljack

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