061214 Nate Beau

 -- chessAficionado [CA] began pestering acquiredCarne [AC] at 22:45 --

 [10:45] CA: Beau shakes Nate's shoulder, trying to wake him up...

 [10:46] AC: "zzz....srergk....beef burritto"

 [10:48] CA: "Hey, it's time to wake up."...

 [10:49] CA: Beau shakes his shoulder harder...

 [10:52] AC: Nate turns away "just a, few more minutes, ok Aura?"

 [10:52] CA: "Aura isn't here, it's Beau. Whatever reason you're here for, it's probably a illusion"...

 [10:54] AC: Nate opens his eyes quickly and then shuts them hard "NO NO NO NO, WHY?"

 [10:54] AC: "IT CAN'T, BE TRUE"

 [10:55] CA: "I know it's hard, but it is true..."...

 [10:56] AC: "GOD, FUCKING, DAMNIT, YOU BITCH" he screams punching the nearby wall until his knuckles are raw

 [10:58] CA: Beau tries to hold Nate back before he injures himself...

 [10:59] AC: she fails, the thing that stops him is a sickening crack

 [11:00] CA: "...Nate?"...

 [11:00] AC: "ouch"

 [11:01] CA: "Did you just break something?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:03] AC: "I don't know" He tries raising his arm, only to let it drop limply at his side

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:04] AC: "yeah, probably"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:04] CA: "Oh you are a very very lucky guy"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:05] CA: "I still have some of Libby's medicine from when Sami broke her leg"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:05] AC: "save it"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:06] CA: "Uh... I don't think that's a good idea"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:07] AC: "why?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:08] CA: "We're underground in a cave about to go find Cetus who can supposedly eat us"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:08] CA: "And our best fighter just broke his arm"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:09] AC: "what does, it matter?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:10] CA: "A lot actually"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:11] CA: "Sami may be" Her voice catches in her throat. "...Sami may be dead already..."...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:11] AC: "what?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:11] CA: "That voice, the one that speaks in your ear?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:12] AC: "that bitch?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:12] CA: "Sami traded herself to her in exchange that the voice leaves us alone"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:12] CA: "Yes, that bitch"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:13] AC: Nate sighs "I kinda, wish she, hadn't"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:15] CA: "...Nate... what was in your illusion?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:15] AC: "what do, you think?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:15] CA: "I figured you wouldn't want me to guess, but Aura?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:16] AC: "yeah, I chased her, for hours, and then when I, found her, she wasn't even, real"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:17] CA: "Yes, I know the feeling...:...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:18] CA: *"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:19] CA: "But we have to keep moving, we have to find Doir and get out of here"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:20] AC: "fine"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:21] AC: "what's the, plan"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:23] CA: "First things first, we need to find Doir. I did some tests and it seems that the woman is no longer blocking messages...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:24] CA: "I also should be able to locate him through my Social Sunglasses, but I'm not sure how big this place really is..."...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:25] AC: "I doesn't matter, we failed anyways"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:26] CA: "Oh?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:26] CA: "What makes you say that?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:27] AC: "we're dropping, like flies"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:28] AC: "Sami's stuck, who knows where"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:29] CA: "Doesn't mean we shoulld give up"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:32] AC: "why not? Kate said, they created, the players for, after we scratch, that sounds to me, like giving up"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:33] CA: "No, because we can survive the scratch"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:34] AC: "and why, would I want, to do that?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:39] CA: "Because, if you don't want to live for yourself, you should live for the people who care for you"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:43] AC: "whatever, not like I, don't already have, one foot in the grave"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:43] CA: "Yet you are one of the few with both lives intact"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:44] AC: "doesn't mean, either of those lives, are healthy"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:45] AC: "I've got, plenty of, internal scars, and shit"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:46] AC: "I doubt, I've got much more, that 5 years, before something fails"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:47] CA: "Not if you let us help you"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:48] AC: "how? there's like, a half-dozen humans, left"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:48] CA: "Yeah, and?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:49] AC: "where am, I going to, get matching organs?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:50] CA: "Alchemization?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:51] AC: "and who's, going to preform, the surgery?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:52] CA: "I don't know, I mean if you get strong enough and god tier you can just hope yourself new organs"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:52] AC: "yeah, I'm nowhere, near that though"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:53] CA: "And you have 5 years to get there"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:55] AC: "I don't even know, how though"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:55] CA: "Simple, you raise your hope to +5, then you'll do something involving dying, then you god tier...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:57] AC: "vague, as fuck"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:58] CA: "Well geeze I'm telling you all I know"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [11:58] CA: "Right now you work on raising your hope, and then we figure out whats next...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:00] AC: "like usual, moving forward, without knowing what's more than, a few inches infront of, our faces"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:01] CA: "Actually, with how long it takes to raise skills, there's plenty in front of us"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:03] AC: "takes a long time, to raise skills, time we don't have"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:05] CA: I thought you had 5 years at least...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:06] AC: "not before, scratching, and who knows, what happens then"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:07] CA: "Well then, guess it's time to get to work"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:07] AC: "yeah, I guess"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:08] CA: "Well then! Guess you can't give up just yet then"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:11] AC: "nope, guess I'll, just end up working, myself to death, or something"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:11] CA: "No you won't"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:12] AC: "and why, is that?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:13] CA: "Because it's not like you won't get to rest, just that you can't stop right now"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:14] AC: "every little bit, adds up, and I'm barely, holding together, as is"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:18] CA: "Well that's why we're going to help you"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:19] AC: "I'm way, beyond help, someone just needs, to pull the fucking plug"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:20] CA: "What did I say bout giving up?"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:23] AC: "yeah, yeah, just being honest"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:25] CA: "Well if we're being honest"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:29] AC: "if we're being, honest what?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:29] CA: "My girlfriend is probably dead, and I'm stuck in a labyrinth with you and Doir. I want nothing more than to slit my own throat and be done with it, but I don't. Because I want to make sure everyone else survives. I know that you're 10 times stronger than me AT LEAST so if I can keep going, then so can you"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:32] CA: "I have been called useless, weak, and a horrible person. And you know what? All that stuff is true. But I still try my best, and I will keep on doing just that until the day I die because that's all I can do"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:34] AC: "my best, isn't good enough"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:35] CA: "Hah!"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:35] CA: "The king looks down from his throne and says he is among the peasants"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:35] AC: "king?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:36] CA: "Yes, you are very possibly one of the strong players on the field"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:37] CA: *strongest...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:39] AC: "and?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:40] CA: "And you are not only powerful physically, but emotionally as well. You are the only person who doesn't believe in your strength Nate"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:41] AC: "emotionally? how?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:45] CA: "Nate I don't know if you recall, but you've been an anchor for several players, myself included"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:46] AC: "not a, very good one"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:49] CA: "You say that and yet, I still appear quite sane"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:50] AC: "that's cause, whether you believe it, or not, you're not crazy"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:50] CA: "Or I'm just a good liar"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:53] AC: "how have, I even helped, you?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:55] CA: "Like I said, you are like an anchor. Often when my mask is breaking, talking to you calms me down"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:58] AC: "if you, say so"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:02] AC: "well, should we, be off, plenty of fucking up to do still"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:03] CA: "Yes, let's, a perk of that woman leaving us alone is that my power works again, so we won't be in the dark"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:03] AC: "it didn't, work?"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:04] CA: "Yes, that woman turned it off"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:04] AC: 'huh, well, we better find, Doir"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:04] CA: "Yes, then we can move on"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:08] AC: "moving on, was something, I was never good at"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:10] CA: "We can work on it"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:10] AC: "later though"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:10] CA: "Yes, we have current things to work on"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:10] CA: ((and do we end it there?))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:11] AC: ((sure))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:11] CA: ((Also CC told me to tell you, you can now speak uncensored))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:12] CA: ((and could you post?))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:12] AC: ((k))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"><span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);">-- chessAficionado <span style="color:rgb(145,145,145);">[CA] <span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);"> ceased pestering acquiredCarne <span style="color:rgb(255,83,1);">[AC] <span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);"> at 01:12 --