092813KateJack

 -- gaslampTragedian [GT] began pestering abyssalArrow [AA] at 18:40 --

GT: Good Morning...or is it afternoon

GT: Ugh my head

AA: What is wrong?

 GT: Let's just say the green fairy visted me and my brain is protesting her abrupt departure

 GT: Judging by the state of my cloths I had another episode.

 AA: Episode?

 GT: Occasionally I get a bit giddy about something, start drinking and mouthing off inappropriatly

 GT: An embaressing problem for a gentleman to confess to...especially one who embraces my lifestyle.

 AA: Well, I think if you enjoy something you should do it.

 AA: Do you enjoy doing that>

 AA: that?*

 GT: Yes and that's the problem

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Hmmm.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: I think that is a shame.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Do you think you do it to escape from the tragedy you otherwise revel in?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: I can't say for certain. Why is it a shame?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: You are discouraged for one reason or another from doing soemthing you enjoy doing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: You don't have a guilty pleasure?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Hmmm.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: I am not ashamed of anything I do, I don't think.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: You're not certain?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Well, off of the top of my head, I don't remember feeling shame over something I have done, simply because of the nature of what I was doing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Perhaps it is because I am so distant.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: From society, that is.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: Society is not necessary to feel shame...only "others"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Others?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: When you are observed intently...the human mind has a delightful reaction

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Hmmm.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: It has been long since I have been observed.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: Imagine for an entire day, a person followed and stared at you wordlessly and expressionlessly...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: I am unsure what I would do.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: The human brains first instinct is a moment of revelation...the other is observing you and in doing so you have become a discreet object

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: You can not delude yourself...you are being compared and analyzed and compartmentalized like any other object

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: The truth is laid bare and the mind ripples with the faintest distress

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: I admit, I do feel similar things when being looked upon as prey.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: That is what our digusting grey goo brains default to

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Perhaps if I ever leave this forest I will be able to experience what you mean.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: But this is all digression. What project is on the slab today

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: I am currently working on preserving the corpse of a wolf, not sure what I will combine it with.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: How does wolf hair compare with human hair?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: It is rougher. Also, it is not hair, it is fur.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: What animal fur is closest to human hair?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: Hmm...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: That is a difficult question.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> AA: But I think I will answer with the cat.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: Hmm interesting

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: Not to hard to get

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: I need to get going. I have my own project

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> GT: Adieu...heh heh heh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"><span style="color:rgb(0,85,0);">AA: Goodbye.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> -- gaslampTragedian [GT] ceased pestering abyssalArrow [AA] at 20:01 --

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