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 -- arcaneArtisan [AA] began pestering aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] at 01:30 --

 [01:30] AA: Hi Null.

 [01:30] AG: bluh here we go

 [01:31] AA: Yeah. Uh....kind of a lot of stuff happened since we last talked, huh?

 [01:32] AA: I think pretty much everyone in the universe has read your fanfic now.

 [01:33] AG: yeah, sorry about that

 [01:33] AG: I don't know how scarlet got it like it's news

 [01:33] AG: I figured she could've pilfered it from my computer if she'd wanted to by now

 [01:34] AG: but I guess that's really more jack's domain isn't it

 [01:34] AG: and he doesn't give a fuck ehehe

 [01:34] AA: It's okay. I know you were basically trying to help me. And at this point I think I've become so embarassed I'm almost numb to it.

 [01:34] AA: Like some sort of....shame nirvana.

 [01:35] AA: And um....I kind of talked to your....hate-girlfriend or whatever.

 [01:35] AG: shame nirvana

 [01:36] AG: ehehehe I must be NO YM YAW OT TNEMNETHGILNE NEHT

 [01:37] AA: To make things clear, I told her I didn't want any part of her "vengeance" scheme or whatever. But she still showed me that video...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:37] AA: Just....wow. I um....it really puts things in perspective, I guess.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:38] AA: Are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:39] AG: she called it a 'vengeance' scheme, x_X

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:40] AG: well hope you enjoyed the crash course on trollian physique I guess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:40] AG: no

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:40] AG: no I don't want to talk about it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:40] AG: I already had balish and rilset up ym GNIKCUF SSA

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:40] AA: Okay. Well you don't have to if you don't want to.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AA: Oh, she showed them too?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AA: I guess I'm not that surprised. I think she likes making people uncomfortable. She seemed like a bit of a bully.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AG: she probably showed everyone

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AA: Now that I think about it, she's probably going to see that I said that...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AG: yeah she takes 'spades against the universe' to a whole new level

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:41] AA: ...but I don't care. She is.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AA: And I would say it to her face.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AG: I don't think she has spying abilities like scarlet does

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AG: if she does I may have said some rude things about her but w/e

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AA: She told me that Scarlet takes everything from the logs and writes "soap operas" for everyone on Derse to see!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AG: she'll find her way to ekat TI TUO FO YM EDIH

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:42] AG: ehehehehe

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AA: Then she started making some kinda personal jabs at me, and spooky sounding predictions.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AG: yeah, scarlet's a meddlesome BITCH, swen ta nevele

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AA: Kinda creeped me out a little, actually.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AG: is that so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AG: well keeping her happy might be a good idea

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AG: if you know what I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AA: Well it seemed like less of a threat and more of a prediction.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AG: considering she's the only thing keeping us from retaliation by scarlet

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:43] AA: Like she knows something horrible that I don't.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:44] AA: Which is entirely possible if she's got Scarlet spying on all of us for her, I guess.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:44] AG: DNA S'EHS 'SDRAUG' RUO MAERD seidob while we wake

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AG: well horrible things are coming that's for sure

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AG: it's all downhill

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AG: from

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AG: from just before the DESTRUCTION of our planets I guess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AA: I refuse to believe that! I mean yeah, a lot has gone wrong lately, but we're making real progress! And we're all getting stronger!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:45] AG: it'll YLNO TEG ESROW

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: no real progress

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: the strongest players we have

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: including the future ones

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AA: Future ones?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: only got there due to STFIG from meddling twinks

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: future one

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AA: Oh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: maybe others soon, who knows

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:46] AG: the others will need avatars won't they

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AG: is KISSOJ scarlet's or herald's though, hmmmmm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AA: I don't know if you were including me in that, but my "gift" didn't come from a twink.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AG: is that so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AG: how'd you get that power then

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AA: ...well, I mean, I borrowed the book from Libby, but I don't think she knew I had it. I think she was actually surprised and upset about me using it, according to Balish.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AG: a book from libby's library,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:47] AA: She told me I could borrow any books from her library though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:48] AG: yes, it's totally likely that the all-seeing oracle 'accidentally' let you stumble upon cursed magic in her own library

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:48] AG: EMOC NO IMAS YLLAER,!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:48] AG: or perhaps YEHT blocked it even from her

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:48] AA: But I don't think she LIKES the things that the magic comes from, Null!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:49] AA: I think they might be the things that are trapping her there.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:49] AG: she seems quite content in her LITTLE FORTRESS fi uoy ksa em

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:49] AG: ehehehe

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:49] AG: I could be wrong, of course

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AA: Yeah. I didn't even realize she was trapped there. But she definitely talked about being "imprisoned."

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AG: she talks about a lot of things

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AG: who knows what's true

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AA: Balish probably does.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AG: I think it's pretty plain they all see fit to manipulate us however they please

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AG: he's probably been manipulated most of all

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AA: Jack?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AG: at least I know what kind of evil jack is

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:50] AA: Oh, Balish.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:51] AA: Yeah, why do you let him manipulate you if you know how evil he is, Null?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:51] AG: aren't you in the land of cogs and timber right now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:51] AA: Yeah.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:52] AG: surely you see we're all chess pieces EHEHEH GEARS IF YOU WILL

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:52] AG: the very act of interaction is manipulation, sami, I believe I told you that once before

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:52] AG: you didn't believe me then and I doubt you believe me now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:52] AG: but that doesn't make it yna ssel eurt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:52] AA: I mean I think I see what you mean, but it's a really cynical way of looking at it, Null.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:53] AG: seems rational to me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:53] AG: reasonable even

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:53] AG: PRAGMATIC

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:53] AA: We change each other when we interact, and I guess that's "manipulation" in a sense....but there's a difference between that kind of manipulation and using someone by treating them as less than people!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: well jack treats me better than most

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: he treats me like someone who's weak, which I am, so I can't fault him for that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: we'll get stronger for sure

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: but how can we ever catch up with ageless gods

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: they have millenia on us sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AA: Yeah well....we have friendship!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AA: And they don't!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:54] AG: even game constructs like the queen can wipe the floor with us

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AG: some friendship

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AG: nate tried to shoot you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AG: or, was going to

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AA: He was protecting our other friends! I wouldn't have blamed him if he did.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AG: I don't even have to get into what my team does

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AA: I even told him so just a bit ago.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:55] AG: is libby your friend,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AA: Yeah, I think so! We're still getting to know each other, but she's always been super nice to me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AG: letting you get a book that unleashed a curse on you and almost damned your planet's quest,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AG: withholding another quest piece from the other team

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AG: stealing my best friend

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AG: we're all backstabbing assholes around here sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AG: LLA FO SU

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AA: I....don't know about the other team. But she seemed really surprised by what happened to me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:56] AA: So I don't think it's fair to blame her for that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:57] AG: once again,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:57] AG: I doubt any piece of that library can be touched without her knowledge

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:57] AG: her claiming shock or ignorance seems like a disingenuous ruse at best

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:57] AA: Well maybe she knew I had it but didn't know I'd act on what was in there.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AG: yesss she knew you had it but didn't think you'd try to take any advantage to help your friends,!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AA: Or maybe she knew I'd act on what was in there but didn't know that I'd let the....what was it the queen called them?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AG: she didn't warn you when she WAS UOY use it the first time!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AA: Scarynasties?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AG: --sanguineOracle is pestering LITTLE SAMI A WARNING--

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AG: ehehehee

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:58] AA: Terrorspookies?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:59] AG: is this one of your gigglehex things

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:59] AA: Huh?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:59] AA: No, I'm wearing the gigglehex now, thanks to the machinations of the Horrorcreepies

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [01:59] AG: you had a series of hilariously wrong names for chucklevoodoos too if I recall correctly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AG: I haven't heard of anything like that yet

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AG: or if I have I haven't heard the name

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AA: Yeah, okay, you're right. Let me check the log with the queen...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AA: ...Horrorterrors.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AA: That's what the Queen called them, anyway.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:00] AG: well that's not much of an improvement over your names to be fair

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:01] AA: Anyway, if the Horrorterrors are more powerful than her, maybe they can do things without her knowing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:02] AA: They would have to be more powerful than her if they can keep her imprisoned, right?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:02] AG: maybe These are They,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:02] AG: the Them I've heard about

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:02] AG: the ones jack supposedly helped create

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:02] AA: Yeah. I thought so, too.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AG: if so then he's playing a game that the ones who run your curse have made the rules of

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AA: Could be.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AG: it sedob rof su ylroop ot yas the least

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AA: ...yeah.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AA: ...but making the best of a bad situation is what we do best!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:03] AA: Like you should've seen me taking out spiders!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:04] AA: Plus, I saved Beau from being chomped by gears....before I went crazy and smashed the one we were after. And put on this awful sweater.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:04] AG: ehehehe I suppose some of us are making more entertaining dancing puppets than most

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:04] AG: hopefully I'll join those ranks soon enough

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:05] AA: Just be careful, Null. I forget who it was that was saying it to me, but one of my friendsd recently pointed it out to me--it seems like any sort of power we get in this game seems to come at a huge price.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:05] AA: Like me getting cursed and going crazy. And....I don't know, I guess maybe Balish's thing is something he's always had, but it seems to have gotten worse since coming here.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AG: I'll likely be imbalanced for a while, but I'll catch up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AG: but, I'll be careful

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AA: I hope so, Null.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AG: and yes, balish is heading off the deep end

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AA: Especially if this "gift" is coming from Jack.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:06] AG: though libby would tell you she has it under control

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:07] AA: I hope she does.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:07] AA: I'm so worried about EVERYBODY, all the time.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:08] AA: My friends who AREN'T making stupid deals for power are in danger of getting killed by monsters, and the ones who HAVE are in danger of getting taken out by their own Costs.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:08] AG: we'll all be dead soon

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:08] AA: I refuse to believe that!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:08] AG: unless we figure out a way to hang onto the game like they did I guess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:09] AA: Yeah! Maybe that's what we'll do.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:09] AG: sometimes I think I might prefer oblivion than doing this again though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:09] AA: Well....maybe if we survive long enough to catch up to Jack, we can stop it from being like this again.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:10] AA: Maybe we could survive the way they did, and HELP the next gang of players!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:10] AG: ehehehe doubt it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:10] AG: we'd end up using them to rehash our petty fights and insecurities, just like the twinks are doing, sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:10] AG: maybe you wouldn't, but who else is really like you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:11] AG: you're a rare, and rightfully endangered breed

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:11] AA: I don't know what to say to that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:11] AA: I don't think I'm all that special or rare.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:12] AG: ehehehehe we'll have to disagree

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:15] AA: You know, the bright side of all this embarassing stuff happening to me is....I don't know if I can ever really be embarassed again.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:16] AA: Everyone I know has read stories about me and my girlfriend doing naughty stuff together. Like REALLY graphically.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:16] AA: And now I've unwittingly seen one of my closest friends doing really kinky alien sex stuff with another alien.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:17] AA: It's like....how can anything else compare anymore?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AG: considering any re-enactments, [;<

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AG: normally I'd suggest waiting but

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AG: who knows how many tomorrows any of us have at this point

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AA: No, we're still too young for that stuff.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AA: And it's still too soon in our relationship.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:19] AG: eheheh fair enough. you know best

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:20] AA: Plus I don't think Beau's reached Shame Nirvana.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:20] AA: The Dersite Queen....she didn't hurt you, did she?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AA: I guess I mean....she didn't hurt you in a way you didn't want to be hurt, did she?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AG: depends what you mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AG: ah, yeah

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AG: *shrugs*

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AG: I mean she probably hurt my reputation at least

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:21] AG: nobody'll want to be black with me after this

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:22] AG: maybe if we make a new universe I can court someone there ehehehe

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:22] AA: That's not true! I mean....okay, I still don't understand the Black romance thing that well. But I'm sure there's still someone who would hate you in the way you want to be hated.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:22] AA: You shouldn't settle for her just because you're afraid there's no one else.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:22] AG: yeah, to be honest that kind of stuff is something I'd be more interested in a red relationship

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AG: well, in a black one, too, but I always pictured myself in her position

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AA: You'd....want to be humiliated like that ina red relationship?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AG: it's not humiliation in a red relationship

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AG: it's an exercise in intimacy and trust

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AA: I think sharing videos behind your back counts as humiliation DOUBLY if you trust the person.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AG: that's how I see it at least

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:23] AG: I mean. she did tell me exactly what she was going to do so it's not behind my back

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:24] AG: but I didn't have a choice in the matter, so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:24] AA: Oh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:25] AA: Well, I'm still sorry you went through that. Unless this is some sort of kink for you in which case I guess....I'm glad?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:25] AA: I'm kind of out of my depth on this one to be honest, Null.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:26] AA: I guess Shame Nirvana hasn't made me any more "Worldly."

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:27] AG: thanks either way I suppose

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:28] AG: I don't think I really know how I feel about it yet

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:28] AA: Well if you want to vent, I'll listen.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:28] AA: But I don't want to cross your boundaries, either.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:29] AG: well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:29] AG: I'd normally be all for it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:29] AG: but if scarlet's really writing this up for gossip rags I guess I'll have to be my own therapist

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:29] AG: ((AND THE SHIP SINKS AGAIN ;_; ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:29] AA: Oh god. I didn't even think about that!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: pissing off the black queen right now is

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: very dangerous for anyone on derse that isn't in jack's gallery or scarlet's lair

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: so much as I want to vent, and appreciate the offer.......

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AA: This really complicates private chats.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: yes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: believe me I

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: I really appreciate the offer

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: you have

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AG: you really don't know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:30] AA: Awww, of course!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:31] AA: It's too bad I'm not still on Derse, or we could talk there maybe.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:31] AA: Wait, I know! What about the mail? We could be pen pals!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:32] AA: That one mail guy said he could deliver mail, right? And he took the mail really seriously! I'll bet he'd come down REALLY HARD on anyone trying to snoop on other people's mail!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:32] AG: ..... EHEHEHEHE

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: THAT IS AN AMAZING PLAN SAMI

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AA: :D

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: if scarlet could spy on him

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: she would have done so by now, right,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: I can keep the black queen happy

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: and still uhm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: you know, talk about stuff

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:33] AG: in a totally reasonable 'friendly' manner /||

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:34] AA: Yeah! This will be great!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:34] AG: ... ehehe yeeeeppp.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:34] AA: Next time I see a post office, I'll have to see how we can buy stamps.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:34] AG: didn't SO just do a chant in that weird memo

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:34] AG: maybe that works just as well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AA: Hmm. I think she called that guy that way....but she might have already paid for postage beforehand.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AA: So I don't know.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AG: maybe hmm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AG: well, we'll both try to find out

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AA: I could ask Libby about it next time I talk to her.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:35] AG: first one to gather the appropriate materials has to write the first letter and include the details in it I suppose

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:36] AA: Haha, okay! You're on!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:36] AA: Okay. I'm going to go now. Talk to you later, Null. Or maybe....WRITE you later!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: (( http://www.collegehumor.com/video/6947898/google-is-a-guy ))

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: .... (:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: alright, sami

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: th.. thanks for checking up on me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: you're the only one I haven't been annoyed at

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [02:38] AG: .... bye <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> -- aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] ceased pestering arcaneArtisan [AA] at 02:38 --