121513-Beau-Jossik

[08:53] -- garrisonedGuardian [GG] began pestering chessAficionado [CA] at 20:53 --

[08:53] GG: Hey Beαu

[08:53] CA: oh hello mr."you'll never hear from me again"...

[08:53] GG: - feel - should αpolog-ze for thαt

[08:53] GG: - wαs be-ng rαther melodrαmαt-c

[08:54] CA: ya think? /s...

[08:54] GG: -'m st-ll ex-l-ng myself

[08:54] CA: *sigh*...

[08:54] CA: *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*...

[08:54] GG: but - dec-ded thαts no reαson to cut αll t-es completely

[08:54] CA: Melodramaaaaaaaaaaatic...

[08:54] GG: whαt

[08:54] GG: -'m uh

[08:54] GG: -'m go-ng on α v-s-on quest

[08:54] CA: Uh huh?...

[08:55] GG: thαt's α th-ng thαt ex-sts, r-ght?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:55] CA: I guess...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:55] GG: so yeαh let's go w-th thαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:55] GG: bes-des, - m-ght not be completely αlone

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:55] GG: tlαloc sαys he m-ght jo-n me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:56] CA: ugh...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:56] GG: ?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:56] CA: don't say his name around me thanks...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:56] GG: whαt hαppened th-s t-me?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:56] CA: Well, according to him, our relationship "wasn't really real"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:57] GG: well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:57] GG: d-d you ever αctuαlly see h-m -n person?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:57] CA: No, but I don't see what that has to do with it...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:58] GG: do you th-nk thαt wαs α reαl, totαlly leg-t relαt-onsh-p

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:58] GG: - th-nk he th-nks you th-nk thαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:58] CA: *sigh* I've explained this 1000 times...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:58] GG: wh-ch -s probαbly pαrt of why he sα-d -t

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:58] CA: It was indeed a real relationship, it just didn't work out...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: You're his moirail right?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] GG: poor tlαloc

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] GG: yeαh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: Perhaps you explaining this to him will get ti his head...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: I...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: Do not...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: want him to keep lusting after me...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: because I don't love him back...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[08:59] CA: so he's only going to end up hurt...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] CA: and I don't want that...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] GG: you sαy thαt l-ke he m-ght αctuαlly stop be-ng -n love w-th you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] GG: NEWS FLASH:

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] CA: I'm saying that it's in his best interest to try and move on...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] GG: THAT -SN'T HOW FUCK-NG FEEL-NGS WORK.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:00] CA: OH REALLY? GEE DIDN'T KNOW THAT...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] GG: THAN WHY THE FUCK D-D YOU EVEN SUGGEST -T

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] GG: -'M THE KN-GHT OF HEART

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] GG: SO - COULD ACTUALLY MAKE THAT HAPPEN

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] CA: NOT EVERY RELATIONSHIP ENDS WITH FLOWERS AND HAPPINESS AND A BOX OF FUCKING CHOCOLATES JOSSIK!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] GG: - FUCK-NG KNOW

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:01] CA: SOMETIMES RELATIONSHIPS DON'T WORK, AND SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GET THAT THROUGH THEIR HEADS!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] GG: FEEL-NGS DON'T JUST GO AWAY, BEAU

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] CA: I KNOW!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] CA: IM NOT SAYING THEY HAVE TO, BUT IM TRYING TO TOP MORE PEOPLE FROM GETTING HURT!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] GG: SO AM -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] CA: Are you!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:02] GG: -'M NOT SAY-NG YOU SHOULD GET BACK W-TH H-M

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] GG: - JUST

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] CA: Then what are you saying?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] GG: FUCK, -'M SO ANGRY - DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT MY PO-NT WAS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] CA: What are you saying that I haven't heard a thousand times before...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] GG: - don't know, beαu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] CA: "He didn't mean it"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:03] CA: "Give him another chance"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] GG: -'m just t-red of see-ng h-m -n pα-n.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] CA: "Try and make it up to him"...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] CA: So am I Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] CA: and I know it's going to hurt...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] CA: but I can't keep doing this with him...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] CA: I just can't...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:04] GG: -'ll tαlk to h-m

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:05] CA: I don't want anymore broken hearts...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:05] CA: you of all people should understand...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:05] GG: you sαy thαt l-ke thαt's someth-ng thαt'll stop hαppen-ng

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:06] CA: Tlaloc still loves me, I can't change that...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:06] GG: ne-ther cαn -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:06] CA: but I don't love him back...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:06] GG: - know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:06] GG: so - just hαve to help h-m cope

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:07] CA: you say that his feelings can't just be erased, but mine can't be created either...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:07] GG: - know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:07] GG: -'m sorry - yelled αt you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:07] CA: I'm sorry I yelled at you...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:08] GG: ok, so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:08] GG: αre we cool

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:08] CA: heh, yes I suppose...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:08] GG: th-s -s just

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:08] GG: such α fucked s-tuαt-on

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:09] CA: heh, you're telling me...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:09] GG: yeαh sry

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:09] GG: - guess you would know better

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:10] CA: Yeah, it sucks...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:10] GG: the only reαl solut-on - cαn th-nk of would be to try αnd get h-m to fαll for someone else

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:11] GG: but honestly - don't know -f thαt's poss-ble

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:11] CA: Jossik, just try and let him down lightly ok?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:11] CA: and make sure to tell him that it's not his fault...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:11] GG: yeαh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:12] GG: -'m sry αbout th-s whole s-tuαt-on

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:12] CA: it's not your fault...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:12] GG: - know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:12] CA: I'm just going through a lot of shit right now...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:13] GG: we αll αre

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:15] GG: goodbye, beαu.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:15] CA: Bye Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[09:15] -- chessAficionado [CA] ceased pestering garrisonedGuardian [GG] at 21:15 --