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 -- aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] began pestering allegedChlorofiend [AC] at 17:09 --

 [05:09] AG: hey

 [05:09] AG: I don't know if you heard but I'm like totally alive still

 [05:10] AC: I juSt heard. I'm So Sorry for being unable to Prevent your blinding. How do you fare?

 [05:11] AG: man, what

 [05:12] AG: how the fuck do people know I'm blind, I've been lying to everyone so far

 [05:12] AG: I'll get it fixed, it's nbd

 [05:12] AG: I've got some pretty cool and powerful people on my side so we'll get it figutred out

 [05:13] AC: Would theSe Powerful PeoPle include the creature which tore out your eyeS? Or a ghoSt verSion of the Same?

 [05:14] AC: If So, I muSt exPreSS my heSitation at truSting them.

 [05:14] AG: yeah that's cool, and I'm going to have to be like super emphatic here in that I don't give a crap about anyone's opinions with regard to them

 [05:15] AG: I mean you are my tremprail so your wo0rds mean more than most, but I think I know the guy a little bit better than you do so you'll have to trust my judgment here

 [05:15] AG: he actually tried to free me from part of the obligation but balish fucked up everything being an indecisive piece of shit

 [05:15] AG: if it wasn't for him I'd still be able to see now

 [05:16] AC: You are Saying that the highblood iS reSPonSible for your loSS of Sight? How So?

 [05:16] AC: And what Shall I do to him?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:17] AG: Jack was willing to let me keep one of my eyes despite the original terms of the game to... er, I don't know the correct wording here. as a gesture of good faith, or a reward, I suppose, for things I've done. or, am. ugh I don't know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:17] AG: he asked balish which of my eyes I was to lose, or keep, and balish refused to answer the simple fucking question

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:18] AG: you could give him a hatesmooch for me I guess, try not to pisss libby off too much though 0)0

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:18] AG: -_-**

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:18] AG: or x_x as the case may be

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:20] AC: ThiS SeemS leSS like hiS fault and more a SadiStic game Played by Jack. Though I will think of a Suitable PuniShment for the highblood'S indecSion.In fact, I have one in motion at the moment.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:20] AC: I will SimPly intenSify my effortS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:21] AC: But that doeS not addreSS the true threat. I truSt you more than any being in all of creation, but thiS Jack doeS not Seem worthy of you.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:21] AC: You forgive him too much.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:22] AG: it's not that I forgive him, that's not my place in the slightest

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:22] AG: but all of these creatures we're dealing with, you have to remember they were just like us at one point

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:23] AG: they were ripped off their destroeyed planet when they hit puberty, and made to deal with the responsibility of a universe altering game

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:23] AG: I can understand where they went a little insane, trying to exter some ;evel of ncontrol over their lives and envoironents

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:24] AG: jack's thing seems to be rules and games and while they are pretty awful in nature, I can't say it isn't something I wouldn't do to people I viewed as adverasriaed against my goals

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:24] AG: adversaries*

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:25] AC: But what are hiS goalS? OurS iS the creation of a new and better univerSe. What doeS he Seek to achieve?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:25] AC: I will agree that endS juStify meanS, but what are hiS endS?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:25] AC: We know So little about him.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:25] AG: I don't knoiw that it's my place to speak for him but I u asked justy like he did me suppose he would answer you if yo

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:26] AG: ugh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:26] AG: 'but I suppose he would answer you if you asked just like he answered me' how did that even happen haha

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:27] AG: anyway he saysthat our goals and his are completely opposing, thatboth of us cannot succeed but I don't think that's the case

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:27] AG: he wishes to end the destruction/rebirth cycle that this game propogates

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:27] AG: which, if I'm being perfectly honest, sounds like a pretty fucking fantastic goal to me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:27] AG: I'd rather another group of kids didn't get ripped from their homes sometime down the line just to fulfill this game's perverted purposes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:28] AG: why raze the soil just to build it up again when you can simply add on to what you have?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:29] AC: Wildfire muSt SometimeS burn away the undergrowth So that new life may flouriSh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:29] AC: If not for the game, my PlantS may have been doomed to extinction.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:29] AC: I waS fighting to avoid Such a fate.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:29] AC: Death and re-birth are the natural order.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:30] AC: I would not change it if I could.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:30] AC: PlantS feed uPon the dead, and grow Strong.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:30] AC: Let the game continue, So that new life may grow.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:31] AG: why can't new life grpow without everything being destroyed? I have no doubt alternia could have recovered, even from the asteroids

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:31] AG: new life would have grown

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:31] AC: No. There iS limited room, limited food.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);">[05:32]  <span style="color:rgb(170,0,0);">AG: there's an entire /universe/. do you really think we were that close to running out of things?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:32] AG: does anything even exist anymore, there? or has our universe simpoly ceased to exist bnecause we're playong this stupid game? we don't even know half of what's going on

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:32] AC: Then beSt not to tamPer with it.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:32] AG: that may be the case, but I'm at least open to the possibility

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:32] AG: if anything, altering the game so that someone more fucking capable to the task is chosen

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:33] AG: would be a good thing

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:33] AG: we'r eall running around like morons fighting hormones and trying to fill buckets. who in their right mind would choose us to create a universe? this is sick and twisted at its begry core

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:34] AC: Who would you nominate to forge a new univerSe? Jack? The creature iS a SadiSt, you muSt know that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:34] AC: Whatever hiS goalS, he enjoyS Pain.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:34] AC: He doeS not make clean killS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: ugh, no, not jack

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: none of us

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: we've all been fucked mentally by this shit, we're not healthy or able

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: come to thin k of it we were all pretty fucked mentally before the game even started

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: what the fuck is even the point, for real?>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: maybe your goal of a world with only plants is the best idea

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:35] AG: take sentience out of the fucking equation

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:36] AC: I worked towardS Such once. But your exiStance, if nothing elSe, ProveS itS worth.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AC: You told me that coexiStance waS PoSSible. Were you wrong?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AG: we'll be gods when this game is over

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AG: maybe if it's just us and the plants, maybe that's okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AG: maybe things could just keep going forever

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AG: and if it ends, it ends, so be it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:37] AG: wh start again>?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:38] AC: Then oblivion, rather then life. No. I'm Sorry, but I cannot follow you down that Path.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:39] AG: that';s alright, I wouldn't ask you to do anything you wouldn't want to do

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:39] AG: I'm not a leader for a reason, rilsetr

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:39] AC: You are my leader. AlwayS. <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:40] AG: ... <> I don't feel llike I derserfve that. I don't know what I'm doing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:40] AG: not that it ever did, really, but nothing makes sense anymore

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:42] AC: Well, I am not certain if thiS iS any comfort to you, but I believe in you. I may queStion your choiceS at timeS, but my faith in you remainS unwavering. You will find the light at the end of thiS tunnel, eyeS or no.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:43] AC: Would it cheer you to know I have found a way to make the highblood uncomfortable?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:43] AG: I.... don't know how to respond to that unfortunately, other than to say, I guess, thanks

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:44] AG: Sir JackSprite seems to be confident I'll get my eyes back soon enough

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:44] AG: and if not, I'm sure there are game mechanics that will allow me to overcome it. I will likely be more powerful for the experience

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:45] AC: AS you Say, dear one. I hoPe you are reStored to uS Soon. I quite enjoyed laying in the Pile with you.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:47] AG: .... ehehehe you too <> it's a shame it was cut short. I should be back on my uh proverbial feet or whatever soon enough though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:49] AC: Wonderful. Then we may have a feelingS jam So intenSe that the godS themSelveS will envy our PaleneSS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:49] AG: ehehehehe omg you're a dork

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:50] AG: and, I'm sorry, I missed that thing about the highblood

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:50] AG: you did mean balish right? god he's such a freaking asshole

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:50] AG: sir jack told me he's keeping a lot of shit to himself just to be a dick too

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:50] AG: so uyeah that would cheer me up greatly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:51] AC: Ah. It waS quite amuSing. Under the influence of a Strong drug, he made red advanceS uPon me, miStaking me for hiS alien mateSPrite.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AC: I have Played uP hiS charm and good lookS, imPlying that I would welcome hiS advanceS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AG: ahahah what okay that is pretty awesome

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AG: you're uh not actuallty ered for him then?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AG: I mean he is pretty cool but like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AG: uh nevermind nothing

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AC: Not for anything.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:52] AC: No.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:53] AG: oh, uh, great

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:53] AG: I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:53] AG: for no reason

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: er well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: I should give sir jack a break from this boring shit

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: I'll catch up with you soon okay?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AC: Do you think I might uSe thiS to drive a wedge between him and the alien? I admit I am no exPert in romance, but it SeemS thiS could be conStrued aS cheating.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: oh uh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: I don't know I'm not really good at romacne either but

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: if he was out of his mind I don't think so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:54] AG: worth a shot I guess, not like he odesn't deserve it

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:55] AC: Ah, well. An amuSement then.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:55] AC: Farewell, my darling.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:55] AG: ehehehe indeed

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:55] AG: get me pictures <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [05:55] AG: talk soon

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> -- aibohphilicGapeseed [AG] ceased pestering allegedChlorofiend [AC] at 17:55 --