01282014BalishMaenam

 -- conciseTactician [CT] began trolling aestheticChitin [AC] at 23:05 --

 [11:05] CT: So, uh, HELLO there Maenam.

 [11:06] AC: heyy Ballish

 [11:06] AC: whats upp ??

 [11:06] CT: I'm SORRY I have YET to contact you, my LAST... EXPIDITION back turning into a WHOLE nother emotional rollercoaster.

 [11:07] AC: omq Balish

 [11:07] AC: whatt happened ??

 [11:07] CT: It's... COMPLICATED.

 [11:07] CT: I THINK Nullar and I are in a Black Relationship now?

 [11:08] CT: After SOME falling out Rilset and Nullar had?

 [11:08] CT: And the BLOOD, by the great HONK the blood.

 [11:08] AC: O:=

 [11:08] AC: D:=

 [11:08] AC: blood ???

 [11:08] AC: like what happenedd ????

 [11:09] CT: Oh YEAH, uh, I'm just HAVING some... CONTROL problems. PAIN seems to be the WAY to attempt to CONTROL me, but thusfar it's been RATHER uphelpful in making me lose control.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:10] AC: Balish yu qotta start like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:10] AC: cominnq to me to hellp with thiss stuff

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] CT: Well I TIRED.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] CT: Maenam, there is some VERY SERIOUS things that happened between Rilset and Nullar.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AC: uhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AC: how serious are wee talkinnq ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] CT: Thing I am UNCOMFORTABLE disclosing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AC: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:11] AC: well uhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AC: does thatt mean I shoould like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] AC: avooid Rilly then ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:12] CT: WELL, Nullar needed HELP, I was there to CONSOL her, and I SUPPOSE we are in a black relationship now? And I think that may be a GOOD idea...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AC: uhhhhhhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AC: whatt does Libby thinnk ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AC: I meannn ummmm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AC: I dont thiink its suuch a badd idea

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:13] AC: buuttttt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] CT: She doesn't LIKE the idea, no.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] CT: That is an UNDERSTATEMENT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:14] CT: So far, I BELIEVE I will be able to keep Libby from killing Nullar.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] AC: I meann Im totess all for the ideaa

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:15] AC: annd if yu thinkk yu cann hold Libby back

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] CT: I HOPE so...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:16] AC: maaybe I cann help ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: I could like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: tallk to Libby

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: eveen thouqh uhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] CT: THAT may be a VERY bad idea.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] CT: Maenam, I kind of... POISONED Libby, with my CONDITION.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: uuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:17] AC: liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] CT: That is WHY she has been BEHAVING differently.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] AC: soo yur uuhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] AC: other siide

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:18] AC: is rubbinq off on herr ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] CT: KIND of, but that is a WHOLE NOTHER can of worms.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] AC: hey noww

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] AC: dont bait and switcch on me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:19] CT: FINE, apparently I'm just MENTAL instead of having 'ANOTHER SIDE'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] CT: It's HARD to explain.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:20] AC: liike its all in yur miind ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:21] AC: uhhh is it kind off like Troll Don Quixote ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:21] AC: liike this otherr side iss like yur windmills ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] AC: and yur juust futily fiqqhtinq them to no availl ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] CT: I..

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] CT: WHAT?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] AC: lolol oops I forqot yu uhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] AC: probably havennt read that onne

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] AC: ummmmmmm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] AC: is itt like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:22] CT: No, I don't WA- INVEST time in literature.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:23] CT: But it IS all in my HEAD, some kind of CONDITION I use to SUPRESS more carnal urges.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:23] AC: hmmmmm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:23] AC: I like thiink its morre like Troll Jekyll and Hyyde then liike I said beforre

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:24] AC: blood accts as a triqqer too unleaash yur daarker impuulses

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:24] AC: the daarker impulses lurrkinq insiide all purplebloods

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:24] CT: RIGHT, but rather than just have a fluid, diluted version, I have two VERY EXTREME, very DIFFERENT... IDEAS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] AC: uuummmm like whatt ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] AC: Im sorry Balish Im fishfryinq to connect the dots

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:25] CT: Let's SEE...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] CT: OKAY we have a BLUE vial, CALM me, and a RED vial, angry me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] CT: MIX those two VIALS and we have what I'm SUPPOSED to be.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] AC: okaay I qot thatt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:26] CT: But I'm BROKEN, so those two vials SWITCH out, one and the other.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:27] AC: ohhhh soo liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:27] AC: yur qettinq too mucch of onne sometimes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:27] AC: and too much of the oother otter times ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] CT: THAT sounds... CLOSE enough.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:28] AC: soo like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] AC: yu need hellp keepinq thinnqs a nice purrply even ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] CT: KIND of.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:29] CT: Purply or BLUE, those are the BETTER options.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:30] AC: ahhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AC: so liike whatts causinqq yur redtide ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AC: I mean red snapper

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AC: I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AC: crap

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:31] AC: red side

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] AC: what is cauusinq yur red side to spill outt ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:32] CT: Well, NORMAL purplebloods have RED and BLUE mixed. I seem UNABLE to do that, so it CREATES the RED side, as well as the BLUE side.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:33] CT: It SPILLING OUT seems to be because of REPRESSION, more than ANYTHING. Just... SUPRESSING those feelings of wanton murder for a LONG time.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:34] AC: D:=

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] AC: sooo yu liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:35] AC: need a way to releasse I quess ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AC: otherrwise the red qetts all ummm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] CT: OR dilute it with the BLUE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] CT: That is my GOAL, to... REFORM my broken mind.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AC: okaay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AC: then

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] AC: whatt can I do to helpp ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:36] CT: I have NO IDEA, honestly.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] CT: I'm SORRY, I may SEEM to know a lot, but HONESTLY, I'm stabbing in the dark.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] AC: Balish omq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:37] AC: stop apoloqizzinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:38] AC: I totess dont blame yu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:38] CT: Well, I'm NOT the best moirail, so I WILL apologize.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:38] AC: =>:\

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:39] AC: fine thenn

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:39] AC: Im totes qoinqq to like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:39] AC: find the SUPES BEST wayy to qett yur bluue side puumpinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] CT: I uh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] CT: THANK you Maenam.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AC: lolol dont worry aboutt it Balish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AC: what are fins for ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:40] AC: FRIENDS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:41] AC: uqqqqhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:41] CT: Dealing with horridly OPRESSES physcological ISSUES? Is THAT it?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:41] AC: lolol welll thatt and liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:42] AC: beinnq models for awwesome fashionn projects

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:42] AC: speeeeeeakinq of whiiiiiiiiich

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:43] CT: YES?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:43] AC: I havve a toooooootes interesttinq new idea

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:43] AC: for KISMESIS-THEMED TANDEM HOODIES

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:44] CT: I..

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:44] CT: Maenam...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:45] CT: If you need HELP with that, do CONTACT me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:45] AC: lolol Im kiiiidinq Balish qlub

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:45] AC: qive me soooome credit =:P

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:46] CT: WELL, it COULD be fun...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:46] AC: omq omq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:46] AC: I nearly forqot

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:46] AC: yu like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:46] AC: tooootes have to dish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] CT: Hmm?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AC: like howw did yur first

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AC: SCANDALOUS BLACKROM ENCOUNTERR

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:47] AC: turn ouut ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:48] CT: Maenam, uh, WELL...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:48] CT: We kissed, and I pushed her SOMEPLACE safe while I talk to Libby.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:49] AC: mmmmm the alluure of

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:49] AC: FORBIDDEN PASSION

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:49] CT: You can ASK Nullar, she'll be more OPEN about it than I.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] CT: BESIDES she'll be back SOON anyways.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] AC: oh uhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] AC: I quess shes qonna

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] AC: want that umm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] AC: thinqq we talked aboutt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] CT: RIGHT, uh, YEAH.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:50] CT: PROBABLY.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] CT: Just keep it warm enough not to SOIDIFY and it should be FINE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] AC: um liike yeah

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] AC: OMQ IT DOES THATT ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] AC: I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] AC: uh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:51] AC: yeah tote not a probfin

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:52] CT: YES, if too COLD, it will.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:52] AC: I meann I havent even tide it yett soo

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:52] AC: like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:52] AC: shore not a problem

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:53] CT: RIGHT, yes, that SEEMS like it's a GOOD idea.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:55] AC: yeah yeah qoodd ideaa

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:55] AC: ummm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:55] AC: Id betterr liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:55] AC: dune that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] CT: So....

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] CT: Maenam....

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] CT: Did you END up thinking about someone?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] AC: D#:>=

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] AC: MAYBE I DUNNO

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] AC: I MEAN

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:56] AC: I HAVENT

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:57] CT: Oh COME on, I am your Moiraril.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:57] AC: QLUBBINQ

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:57] AC: qlub

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:57] AC: uqqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: fin

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: I uhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: may haave had soomeone in miind

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: butt yu like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: have to TOTES

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: not tell

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] AC: anyone

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:58] CT: I won't TELL anyone Maenam. I am HERE for you to CONFIDE in.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:59] AC: alriiqht ummm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [11:59] AC: it was totes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:00] AC: thatbiqpostmandudewesawintheqoldplacethatonce

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:00] CT: Oh.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:00] CT: OH.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:00] CT: Maenam, I didn't know you had such GOOD tastes.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:01] AC: uqqqqhhhhh shuuuuutttt uupppppp D#:>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:01] AC: D#:>D#:>D#:>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:01] AC: its so embaracudassinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:02] AC: I mean embarbassinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:02] AC: I MEAN SHIT

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:02] AC: SEA WWATER THIS IS DOFIN TO ME ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:02] AC: QAHHHHHH !!!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:02] CT: It's OKAY Maenam, don't WORRY, I won't TELL a soul.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:03] AC: qluuuub

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:03] AC: I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:03] AC: thanks Balish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:03] AC: omq butt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] AC: uqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] CT: It's not a PROBLEM Maenam, we ARE moirails, this is SUPPOSED to be a normal THING we talk about.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] CT: YES?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] AC: I juust realizedd I qotta

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] AC: qlubbinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] AC: heatt that stuff upp

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:04] CT: RIGHT, yes.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:05] CT: Okay, DO be careful, if you WILL.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:05] CT: And watch out for any... INTERESTING packages.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:05] CT: I'll speak to you AGAIN, Maenam.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:05] AC: allriqht Balish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:05] AC: and uhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:06] AC: thanks aqain =:)

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:06] CT: ANY time, with ANYTHING I am able to help with.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:06] CT: <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> [12:06] AC: <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> -- conciseTactician [CT] gave up trolling aestheticChitin [AC] at 00:06 --