Balish Maenam Explainations and such and Such wow

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[12:26] AC: soooo Im only messaqinq yu to see if yur okay

[12:26] AC: and like

[12:27] AC: by okay I meann

[12:27] AC: donne beinq a jerkface

[12:27] CT: That's DEBATIBLE, unfortunatly.

[12:27] CT: Erm

[12:27] CT: LISTEN Maenam, I AM sorry about

[12:27] CT: WELL

[12:28] CT: that.

[12:28] AC: =>:(

[12:29] CT: Yeah, that wasn't IDEAL circumstance. I can't THINK clearly with that much BLOOD...

[12:29] CT: Ugh, it's HARD to EXPLAIN.

[12:30] AC: I qett that bloodd terns yu eel Balish duh

[12:30] AC: I just didnt knoww it krilled your sense of frondship too

[12:31] CT: Not, it does the OPPOSITE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:31] CT: I really DO NOT want to ADMIT this, mind you, I've been doing TOO MUCH sharing RECENTLY.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:32] CT: Well... You're TOO NICE to me, so, uh, it MAKES you a bigger TARGET when I go INTO one of my EPISODES.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:33] AC: so whatt yu wannt me to cast my linne in and trall for more insultss ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:33] AC: I meann I quess I could uhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:33] CT: I don't KNOW Maenam, this HURTS to think about still.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:34] AC: hellasiqh Balish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:34] AC: HELLAsiqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:34] CT: I LIKE to talk to you, and find it RELAXING, but at the SAME TIME I could hurt you, so, I don't KNOW.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:35] AC: Balish I like knoww Im kinda

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:35] AC: well uhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:35] AC: kinda nott the smartestt but

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:35] AC: I thinkk Id know whenn to book it and qett the shell away

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:36] CT: I know THAT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:37] AC: well then dontt feel like yu qotta protect mee all that muuch

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:37] CT: It's just HARD to THINK in a SITUATION like that. I HOPE this will never HAPPEN again.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:38] AC: =:\

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:38] AC: I neverr like qott that annyway

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:38] CT: Got WHAT?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:39] AC: like yu and bloodd and junk

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:39] AC: I meann yu were practically floundderinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:39] CT: It's HARD to EXPLAIN.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:40] CT: But I can TRY.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] AC: shore

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] AC: I mean sure

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] CT: It's ASSOSIATED with the more VIOLENT tendacies applied to my blood caste.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] CT: You KNOW of them CORRECT?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] AC: like onlyy what little lobsterrdad would let me fiqurre outt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:41] CT: Your Empress would KNOW more, of course.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:42] AC: purplebloods arre like reaaaaally prawn to flippinq their shells and stuff ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:42] CT: But she DIED, so that's UNIMPORTANT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:42] CT: Yes, SOMETHING along those LINES.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:42] AC: so likke I queess yu do thatt around blood and junk ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:43] CT: MOST purpleblood have VERY VIOLENT tendacies assosiated with culling those UNDER them in the hemospecturm.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:43] CT: I have SUPPRESSED these... urges.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:43] CT: UNFORTUNATLY, with the RECENT events going ON, I've needed to RELY on these INSTINCTS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:45] CT: So it is HARDER to turn it OFF. Blood SEEMS to be a trigger, YES, but only when INJESTED or PRACTICALLY bathed in it, as we were EALIER.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:45] AC: I thinkk I qett it but liike

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:46] AC: I dunno Balish yu knoww all this bloodd stuff was never

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:46] AC: I meann

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:46] AC: hellasiqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:47] CT: Never WHAT?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:47] CT: Maenam, please ALLOW me to help you UNDERSTAND this.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:49] AC: I never learned anyfin downn there

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:49] AC: I meann down in my hiive

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:49] AC: lobsterdad keppt me from learninq stuff

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:49] CT: I UNDERSTAND that, he wanted to PROTECT you from the system ABOVE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:50] AC: I qett that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:51] CT: Okay WELL... Picture THIS, I have TWO voices in my HEAD at the SAME TIME.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:51] CT: One is THIS, calm, rational, and WHATNOT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:51] CT: The OTHER is... Like I was on the AIRSHIP.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:51] CT: Loud, ANGRY and VIOLENT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:52] AC: so likke troll Jekyll and Hyde I quess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:52] CT: I

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:52] CT: Sure.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:53] AC: cursed to livve two lives between a qood miind and evil desiires

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:53] AC: I thinkk I qett that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:54] CT: It's CLOSE Maenam, I'll GIVE it to you.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:54] AC: is there anyfin I cann do to like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:54] CT: The PROBLEM is it's not CLEAR CUT like that

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:54] AC: hellasiqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:54] CT: It's like COLORED pools, and SOMETIMES they RUN TOGETHER, creating a MIDDLE zone.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] CT: Where it is ME, but I'm... Freaking OUT.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] CT: Do you UNDERSTAND?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] AC: I thinkk so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] AC: but is there like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] AC: annyway to help you calm the shell downn is what Im askfin

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:55] AC: I mean askin

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:56] CT: HONESTLY, no, just IGNORE me, and let me HANDLE myself.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:56] CT: I cannot EMPHASIZE how important it is not NOT LISTEN to me, though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:56] AC: =:\

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:57] AC: I quess that makes sensse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:58] AC: alriqht iff thats the best option than its beachy keen

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:58] AC: er peachy keen I think ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:00] AC: so liike... water we supposed to be doinnq next then ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:00] CT: If you SAY so. If I UPSET you again, PLEASE, inform me when I am THINKING better.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:00] CT: Next?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:00] AC: liike now that Vejjy's lannd is fixed and junnk ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:01] AC: do we just keep qoiinq ??

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:01] CT: To Nullar's world, YES.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:01] AC: oh yeahh Nully's back

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:02] AC: ummm her eyes thouqqh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:02] CT: You MAY wish to talk to her Maenam, but I do WARN you, she has SOURED.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:02] CT: Yes, Jackie did what he SAID he would, and I failed to PLAY his game, so she LOST them BOTH instead of a SINGLE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:02] AC: Balish uhhhh do yu like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] AC: Jackie aqqainn

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] AC: D:<=

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] AC: I cannt wait to take that jerrk down

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] CT: Do I WHAT?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] AC: uhhh I mean

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:03] AC: oh I was qoinqq to say

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:04] AC: doo yu ummm remembber somefin like thatt happenninq somewhere elsse ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:04] AC: I dont knoww why buut I like

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:04] CT: On Prospit, YES. I'd RATHER you forget about it, though.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:05] AC: Prospitt ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:05] AC: oh the qold place

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:05] CT: Yes.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:05] CT: For GUIDANCE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:06] AC: so liike does that meann Jackie's beenn doinq this for a lonnq time then ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:08] AC: hurtinq and krillinq dudes and just beinqq a qiqantic qlubbinq basshole ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:08] CT: I ASSUME so, in sessions PAST.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:08] CT: The OTHER Twinks are a few of his VICTIMS as well.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:08] AC: even Libby ?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:09] CT: In a WAY.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:09] AC: ):<=

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:10] CT: He did what he did to Nullar, as WELL.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:11] AC: oh that jerk is qoinqq to qett it now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:11] CT: Yes, he IS, although not YEST.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:12] CT: Not for a WHILE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:12] AC: yeahhh....

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:12] CT: It is VERY IMPORTANT you do not ENGAGE him yet, Maenam.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:12] AC: I wonnt Bally

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:12] AC: I meann I dont think I cann anywayy

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:13] AC: but I wont buy into his shell qamess

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:13] AC: umm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:13] CT: It's what I CHOSE, but it has been DANGEROUS recently.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:14] AC: Balish pleeeeeeeease dont qet yur eyes cutt out or anyfin elsse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:14] AC: I meann I worry aboutt yu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:14] CT: It's SWEET of you to SAY, Maenam, but if he is COMING for me, he is NOT coming for any of YOU, so it is BETTER.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:15] CT: BESIDES, I find myself not only ABLE, but EXCITED to test Jackie.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:15] AC: just be careful alriqhht ???

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] CT: COME now, it is ME you are talking about.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] AC: =:)

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] AC: thankss Balish

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] AC: and umm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] AC: sorry I was mad earllier

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:16] CT: It's NOT your FAULT, it is MINE.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:17] CT: I should have SEEN it COMING, I was the only one KNOWLEDGABLE of the subject.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:17] AC: yeahh but I still shouldve knownn morre aboutt the bloodcaste

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:18] CT: I SUPPOSE, but if you have ANY questions, I'll be HERE to answer.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:18] AC: thankss

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:18] AC: I think Im qoinq to look for some oldd books around my hiive when we qett there

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:19] CT: Of COURSE. Do be CAREFUL in Nullar's LAND, by the WAY.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:19] AC: Ill try

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:19] CT: We don't KNOW how DANGEROUS it is yet.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:20] AC: afterr those birddudes Im not surprissed

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:20] AC: oh and umm I havve a qift for yu and Libby

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:20] CT: Oh?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:20] AC: Ill pass it on the nexxt time we meet upp

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:20] CT: Okay...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] CT: May I RUIN the suprise?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] AC: lol weeeeellllll

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] AC: lets just sayyy

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] AC: its a

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] AC: =:D <- sets up banners and everythinq

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:21] AC: NIADIS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:22] AC: ORIQINALLLLLL

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:22] AC: *confetti errywhere !!!*

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:22] CT: Oh, ALRIGHT. Yes, your WORK is always APPRECIATED.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:22] AC: lol totes =;D

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:23] AC: see yu later Bally !!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:23] CT: Right, I'll SEE you LATER.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] AC: and um

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] AC: say hi to Libby for me !!!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] AC: <>

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] CT: Sure I

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] CT: i

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[01:25] CT: uh

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