011814doirsami

[07:06] -- arcaneArtisan [AA] began pestering galactoidArrival [GA] at 19:06 --

[07:06] AA: Hey Doir, what's up?

[07:06] GA: god damnit

[07:07] GA: if another person asks me whats up im gonna do like

[07:07] GA: an acrobatic fuckin pirouette off the handle

[07:07] AA: I'm sorry. Would you have preferred "How's it going?"

[07:07] GA: hehehe

[07:07] GA: sorry

[07:07] AA: Or maybe "Oh, hi Doir, gee the weather is nice today."

[07:07] GA: youre here because of beau arent you

[07:08] AA: Well, I saw green text and then she sighed and rolled her eyes so hard I thought they were going to pop off her face.

[07:08] GA: yeah but isnt that what most people do after chatting with me

[07:09] AA: Well yeah, but this was a sigh of concern, not a sigh of exhaustion. =P

[07:09] GA: im like, totally fine, and tell her to not be concerned

[07:09] GA: ill be there soon anyway

[07:09] GA: totes got libbys help

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] AA: Oh! You will?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] GA: mhm

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] AA: That's great!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] AA: It's awfully sweet of Libby.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] GA: also, do *NOT* do any time things

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] AA: Yeah, I totally don't want to.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] GA: none. dont do it. if you do time things im not coming.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] AA: I can't do time things anyway, Doir!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:10] GA: i mean you plural as in you all

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:11] GA: if kate does time shit youll have to play another game and someones gonna get hurt again

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:11] AA: Well yes, we've been trying to keep Katie from having to use her time stuff.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12] AA: I'm glad Libby had the idea to try Light and Hope to restore that gear I broke.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12] GA: yeah use light and hope to fix it please

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:12] GA: not time, like, ever

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:13] AA: So what did you do to make Beau so concerned?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:13] GA: blah accidentally mentioned something but im fine

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:14] AA: Are you REALLY fine?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:14] AA: Or are you doing the boy thing where you pretend to be fine because you don't want to admit to having EMOTIONS?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:14] GA: i have lots of emotions

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:14] AA: I mean SERIOUS EMOTIONS.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: im fine its okay my emotions are fine and working well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] AA: Like "I need a good cry and a bowl full of icecream" sadness.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: possibly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] AA: Or "I'm so angry I had to scream into a pillow" anger?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: no anger

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: just sadness

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: also guilt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: but im fine its okay im fine shh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] AA: Or "the universe is big and scary and empty and I'm very small" fear.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] AA: Sadness? Guilt? Over what?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:15] GA: yeah that too

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:16] GA: shh nothing shhhhh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:16] GA: uuuugh stop being so nice i cant not tell you if you be nice

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:16] AA: Man, it seems like no one wants to open up to me anymore.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:16] GA: this is the most opening up im gonna do so a+

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:17] GA: but now im gonna close up and probably repress my emotions for a while

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:17] AA: Everyone's got their secrets, the trolls think I'm stepping over lines in their weird quadrant stuff, and I accidentally made Libby mad and even though she says she's fine about it I think she's still a little mad at me.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:17] AA: And now even my human friends are shutting me out. :(

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:17] GA: hey its okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18] GA: im shutting everyone out youve done a good job dont have a sad face

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18] AA: :|

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:18] GA: better

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:19] AA: I'm sorry if I'm getting pushy. It's just....I've always been really proud of how strong my friendships are, and lately I just seem to keep pushing people away.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:20] GA: youre not pushing me away

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21] GA: ugh its a horrible train your conductor is doir, next stop 'making everyone around you feel badville'

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21] AA: Oh, wait....you're in one of those "pale" things, right? That's why you can't talk to me about this stuff, isn't it?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21] AA: I totally forgot about that. It's so weird to think of humans having a relationship like that.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:21] GA: no as of recently im not a pale thing

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] AA: Wait, you're not? What happened?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] GA: so i can be as human and paleslutty as i want

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] GA: nope nope not talking forgetting now

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] AA: Is that why you're sad, Doir?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] GA: yes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:22] AA: Do you want to talk about it?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:23] GA: no

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:23] AA: Are you SURE? If you don't let these things out, they can fester!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:24] GA: festering is nice

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:24] AA: Ughh. You're starting to sound like Nate.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:24] GA: i hope i sound like nate

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:24] GA: nates much better at things than me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:24] AA: Always trying to be stoic and push down his emotions instead of getting them out so he can deal with them.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:25] AA: Maybe you should talk to HIM about it, then.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:25] GA: noooo i cant talk to nate about pushing down my emotions

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:25] GA: hed think im mocking him or something

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:26] AA: Well then maybe just ask him how he's able to stay so stoic and quiet about things. It might be educational. For both of you.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:26] GA: that might work

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:27] AA: And honestly I think he needs someone to talk to, too. I've offered, but I think I might be too....I don't know, bubbly or something.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:27] AA: And I'm not sure he's REALLY over the whole "trying to shoot me" thing.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:28] AA: And I think it'd be good if we all tried to talk to him more anyway. I think he's alone with his own thoughts too much.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:28] GA: i wonder if hes secretly evil

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:28] AA: Of course not! He's one of our friends!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:29] GA: ive accused like everyone of being secretly evil at this point

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:29] AA: I thought you accused me of being openly evil?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:29] GA: yes you clearly are evil by helping me with my emotions

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:30] AA: It's true. I've been working on my cackle.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:30] GA: maybe its evil by association b/c im the most evil

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:30] GA: ha ha ha

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:30] AA: That seems probable.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:31] AA: Okay. I'm going to let you go then. But do try to talk to Nate. I think it'd do both of you good.

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:31] GA: okay

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:31] GA: bye sami, and thanks

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:31] AA: No problem!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[07:32] -- galactoidArrival [GA] ceased pestering arcaneArtisan [AA] at 19:32 --