121813-Beau-Jossik

[11:27] -- garrisonedGuardian [GG] began pestering chessAficionado [CA] at 23:27 --

[11:27] GG: Well, - tr-ed

[11:27] CA: hmm?...

[11:27] GG: - tr-ed

[11:28] GG: αnd tr-ed

[11:28] GG: but - could NOT mαke thαt -d-ot blαck for you

[11:28] CA: There are a lot of things one can try at I need you to be specific...

[11:28] GG: Bluh, -'m sry

[11:28] GG: for now - should focus on gett-ng h-m α new flushcrush

[11:29] GG: the hαte w-ll come so much eαs-er αfter thαt

[11:29] CA: I suppose...

[11:29] GG: - uh

[11:29] GG: oh, gog

[11:32] CA: Ok Jossik...

[11:32] CA: I need to talk to you right now about something very important...

[11:32] CA: ...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:32] CA: Ryspor just contacted me...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:32] GG: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:32] GG: oh gog

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] GG: whαt d-d he sαy?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] GG: -f you feel comfortαble tell-ng me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] CA: Well...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] CA: He's really worried...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] CA: He's saying he broke your heart...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:33] GG: oh, gog

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:34] GG: - love h-m, beαu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:34] CA: I see, fear not, I won't tell him I speaking to you...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:34] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:34] GG: thαnk you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] GG: Beαu, - fucked th-s up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] GG: - fucked -t up so hαrd

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] CA: No you didn't...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] CA: he thinks you're cute...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] GG: reαlly?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:36] CA: Yep...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:37] GG: he

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:37] GG: he sα-d thαt to you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:37] GG: -n conf-dence

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:38] GG: Becαuse he -s

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:38] GG: BEYOND cute

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:38] GG: thαt l-ttle ponytα-l

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:38] GG: those l-ttle prongs on h-s horns

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:40] GG: he's so cute, αnd so k-nd, αnd smαrt, αnd - just

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:40] GG: - reαlly fuck-ng love h-m

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:40] CA: Well Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:41] CA: It seems you care about him a lot, am I correct...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:41] GG: yeαh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:41] GG: - reαlly, reαlly do

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:43] GG: more thαn -'ve ever cαred for αnyth-ng

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:44] CA: Jossik, when you confessed your feelings, explain what wen through your head...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:44] GG: - just

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:45] GG: - needed h-m to know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:45] CA: Jossik, he definetly cares for you a lot...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:45] GG: you th-nk so?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:45] CA: now I'm not sure it's in a red sense...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] GG: oh

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] CA: but I don't know it it's not...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] GG: well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] GG: there's αlwαys hope, r-ght?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] CA: Ok hold on, he's saying important stuff...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:46] GG: wα-t wα-t whαt -s he sαy-n

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:47] CA: He's saying he panicked, and that he wished that he took longer to talk about it then just shutting down...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:47] CA: he feels really guilty...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:47] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:47] GG: do you th-nk thαt meαns

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:47] GG: there's α chαnce

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:48] CA: Hold on...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:48] GG: Guh, - shouldn't hαve rushed -n l-ke thαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:48] GG: espec-αlly αfter the stuff hes been go-n through

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] GG: fuck, - went -n hαlf cocked l-ke αn -d-ot αnd ru-ned EVERYTH-NG

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] CA: No you didn't Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] GG: yes - d-d

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] CA: It's no one's fault...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] GG: - fuck-ed -t up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] GG: αnd now there's no wαy he could

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:49] GG: noo wαy he could ever love me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:50] CA: You both think that you respectively fucked it up...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:50] CA: is it possible that neither of you did?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:50] GG: whαt?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:50] GG: obv-ously, someone fucked up, αnd - αm 90% sure -t wαs me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:51] CA: What I'm saying is that it was no one's fault...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:51] CA: Sometimes EMotions overcome logic...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:51] GG: no, -t's my fαult

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:51] CA: and that's no one's fault...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:51] GG: th-ngs would hαve been f-ne -f - couldve just held -t -n

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] CA: No they wouldn't...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] GG: - should never hαve brought -t up

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] CA: Jossik, feelings are not something you bottle up...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] GG: yes they αre

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] CA: Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] GG: trust me, - would know

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] GG: becαuse when they get out

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] GG: th-ngs just get worse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:52] CA: I've lost so many friendships from bottling my emotions...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:53] GG: -'ve lost some by lett-ng them loose

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:53] CA: Jossik...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] GG: let's fαce -t, beαu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] CA: If someone can't handle the way you feel...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] CA: they aren't worth it...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] CA: but Ryspor...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] CA: Ryspor cares about you...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] CA: He was worried when you dissapered...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] GG: yeαh but

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] GG: - wαs

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:54] GG: he

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:55] GG: mαybe he does cαre

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:55] GG: but - rfucked -t up, - ru-ned -t

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:55] GG: - hαd to go run my mouth l-ke αn -d-ot

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] CA: no you didn't...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] CA: He doesn't want to lose you...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] GG: whαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] GG: whαt do you meαn?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] CA: He said it right no my face (well computer screen)...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:56] GG: reαlly

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:57] CA: But there's one thing he's realy worried about...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:57] GG: -whαt?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:57] CA: He's...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:58] GG: whαt?!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:58] CA: He's afraid of saying no...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:58] GG: does

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:58] GG: does thαt meαn

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[11:59] GG: there's α chαnce?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:00] CA: there is...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:00] GG: thαt -s

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:00] GG: αmαz-ng news

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:03] GG: αny chαnce to be w-th h-m -s worth α whole un-verse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:05] CA: Here's my advice...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: ok

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] CA: Sit down with him...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] CA: and just talk...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: whαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: ok

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: - w-ll try thαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] CA: talk about how you feel, why you feel that way...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: ok - w-ll

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: - w-ll go f-nd h-m

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: goodbye, beαu

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:06] GG: αnd thαnk you

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:07] CA: No problem, you owe me though :p...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:07] GG: hehe of course

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:07] GG: αnyth-ng

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:07] -- chessAficionado [CA] ceased pestering garrisonedGuardian [GG] at 00:07 --