122913-Ryspor-Jossik

 -- gregariousTroubadour [GT] began pestering garrisonedGuardian [GG] at 00:05 --

[12:05] GT: ~I'm not fine.~

[12:05] GT: ~And it'ʃ not yovr favlt.~

[12:05] GG: ryspor

[12:05] GG: thαt -s αctuαlly reαlly good to heαr

[12:05] GG: but -t -s totαlly my fαult

[12:05] GG: - fl-pped out αt you, thαt -s my fαult

[12:05] GT: ~Ah yeʃ, the blame merry-go-rovnd, how I miʃʃed yov.~

[12:06] GG: ehehe yeαh

[12:06] GG: better thαn the "-'m f-ne" wαgon

[12:06] GT: ~Let'ʃ not mention the "I'm fine" wagon, ʃhall we?~

[12:06] GG: αs you w-sh

[12:07] GG: so, let's just sαy thαt we're both gonnα tαke the blαme αnd leαve -t αt thαt, okαy?

[12:07] GT: ~That ʃovndʃ...vnʃatiʃfactory, bvt acceptable for now.~

[12:07] GG: whαt would be sαt-sfαctory for you?

[12:08] GT: ~Yov accepting that I am a worthleʃʃ perʃon and that leading yov on like that waʃ qvite poʃʃibly the worʃt deciʃion of my life, poʃʃibly.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:09] GG: you αre not α worthless person, ryspor

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:09] GG: αnd - cαn see where you were com-ng from, "leαd-ng me on"

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:09] GG: you just d-dnt wαnt to hurt me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:10] GT: ~I LIED to yov.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:10] GG: αnd thαt only mαkes you α better person -n my eyes

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:10] GT: ~It waʃ WORʃE, in the end.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:10] GG: thαt's the pαst, though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:10] GG: αll we cαn reαlly do -s leαrn from -t αnd move on

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:11] GT: ~And that'ʃ thrice now. Goodneʃʃ, I've been ʃtvpid.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:11] GG: - hαve αs well

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:12] GG: -'ve been stup-der thαn you, αnd on more occαs-ons

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:12] GT: ~Yov can't poʃʃibly have been more ʃtvpid than me, thovgh.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:12] GG: oh yes - cαn hαve

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:13] GT: ~I contacted ʃCARLET of all people in a fit of rage and frvʃtration.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:13] GT: ~Gog, what waʃ I even THINKING?~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:13] GG: whαt wαs - th-nk-ng trust-ng her!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:13] GG: - wαlked r-ght -nto α cαge, ryspor

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GG: well, more of α p-t, but whαtever

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GT: ~ʃEE?~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GG: αnd then - fuck-ng ATTACKED you!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GT: ~Yov had EVERY right to do ʃo.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GG: Thαt -s both stup-d αnd d-ck-sh!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GG: NO - D-DN'T!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GT: ~EVERY right.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:14] GG: NO R-GHT

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:15] GG: NONE OF THE R-GHTS

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:15] GG: how the fuck could - do thαt?!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:15] GT: ~How can yov be ʃo FORGIVING?~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GG: becαuse

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GT: ~I took yovr heart and I broke it into a thovʃand tiny ʃhardʃ.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GG: you deserve to be forg-ven

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GT: ~Yov don't jvʃt forgive ʃomeone that eaʃily.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GG: no you d-dn't!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GG: - CAN -F - WANT TO!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:16] GT: ~Not even...not even if yov love them.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GG: how cαn YOU forg-ve ME?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GG: follow-ng your log-c, thαt's -mposs-ble!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GT: ~Becavʃe I'm the one at favlt here, I alwayʃ have been!~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GT: ~There iʃ nothing to forgive yov FOR!~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GG: no you hαven't!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:17] GT: ~I ʃHOVLD HAVE JVʃT REJECTED YOV, RIGHT THERE.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:18] GG: - SHOULD HAVE NEVER TOLD YOU

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:18] GG: -F - HADNT TOLD YOU, -F - HAD S-MPLY PUSHED THE FEEL-NGS AWAY,

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:18] GG: NONE OF TH-S WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:19] GT: ~WELL IF WE'RE BEING THAT WAY, I ʃHOVLD HAVE NEVER TRIED TO INTERFERE IN BVLLVOLIO'ʃ MANʃION!~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:19] GG: - SHOULD HAVE NEVER ATTACKED YOU THEN!

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:19] GT: ~I ʃHOVLD HAVE NEVER OFFERED YOV COFFEE!~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:20] GG: but thαt

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:20] GG: do you reαlly meαn thαt?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:20] GT: ~I~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:21] GT: ~I don't know.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:21] GG: ryspor, -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:21] GG: do you reαlly regret us be-ng fr-ends?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:22] GT: ~No.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:22] GT: ~I jvʃt~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:23] GT: ~I don't know what to do abovt thiʃ.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:23] GG: me ne-ther

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:26] GT: ~I've enjoyed ovr time together, Joʃʃik, I really have.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:27] GG: αs hαve -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:27] GT: ~Yov're a wonderfvl perʃon, and yov cared ʃo mvch abovt me.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:27] GG: -

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:27] GT: ~Whoever eventvally claimʃ yov will be a very lvcky troll.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:27] GG: - st-ll do, though

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:28] GT: ~I know.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:29] GG: but αt th-s po-nt theres no wαy you could ever love me

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:30] GT: ~...No, I ʃvppoʃe not.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:30] GG: - understαnd

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:31] GG: so, whαt hαppens now?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:31] GG: where do we go from here?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:31] GT: ~We, we try to move on, I gveʃʃ.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:32] GG: - suppose so

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:32] GG: goodbye, ryspor

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:33] GT: ~...goodbye, Joʃʃik.~

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;"> -- garrisonedGuardian [GG] ceased pestering gregariousTroubadour [GT] at 00:33 --

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">[12:33] GT: ~I'll miʃʃ yov.~