120714 Beau Miloko

 -- chessAficionado [CA] began pestering timidTheurge [TT] at 00:03 --

 [12:03] CA: Ah, test, Miloko are you there?...

 [12:04] TT: y-yeah?

 [12:04] CA: How are you feeling?...

 [12:05] TT: a l-little d-down, but n-nothing w-worth w-worrying a-about?

 [12:08] CA: what happened?...

 [12:08] TT: n-nothing?

 [12:09] CA: If you say so, but you can talk to me if you ever need to talk...

 [12:10] TT: no, I m-mean n-nothing h-happened and t-that's the p-problem?

 [12:11] CA: Oh, I see...

 [12:13] TT: she d-doesn't e-even a-acknowledge my e-existance, no one d-does? if I j-just s-snuck out I d-doubt a-anyone w-would e-even n-notice?

 [12:13] CA: She?...

 [12:15] TT: my g-genetic m-mother?

 [12:15] CA: Oh, Maenam?...

 [12:16] CA: Perhaps you should speak to her about it! I've known Maenam for while, in both universes, and I'm willing to bet she cares a lot about you...

 [12:19] TT: s-she's b-busy d-doing s-something w-with L-Lily? and I d-don't w-want to m-make her t-think I'm a n-needy c-child who has to be c-constantly s-supervised?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:19] TT: e-even if t-that's w-what I r-really am?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:20] CA: Miloko, how you feel doesn't need to be shoved aside. You matter just as much as Lily! You aren't needy for wanting to be acknowledged...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:25] TT: n-nope, too s-scared? j-just g-gonna b-bottle it up and d-deal w-with it i-internally?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:27] CA: Are you sure? I could help you talk to her if you want?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:28] TT: I d-don't w-want to i-impose?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:30] CA: Well if you're feeling so left out, is it really imposing?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:31] TT: yes?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:33] CA: I don't think it's a good idea to bottle everything up...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:35] TT: I d-don't h-have any o-other o-options t-though?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:36] CA: Sure you do! You're talking to me about it aren't you?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:36] TT: oh t-this? t-this is n-nothing c-compared to the o-other s-stuff?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:39] CA: Well, why can't you talk about the other stuff?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:41] TT: j-just s-stuff I d-don't w-want p-people to w-worry a-about?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:45] TT: s-stuff I d-don't f-feel c-comfortable b-bringing up to p-people?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:47] CA: I understand...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:48] CA: But please be careful, if you bottle to much up, you might get hurt...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:49] TT: I'm a r-rage p-player, my f-feeling are g-going to h-hurt me no m-matter w-what?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:52] CA: not necessaraly. From my experience with maids, they might be about defense, rather than hurting...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:56] TT: how w-would you e-even do t-that w-with r-rage?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:57] CA: I do not know. Meouet was the rage player, and I never really saw her use her powers...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [12:59] TT: y-yeah, w-we've t-talked? she t-told me q-quite a bit a-about r-rage, but was u-unsure a-about m-maids, so she c-could o-only h-help so m-much?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:03] CA: Well, it's still something isn't it?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:06] TT: yes? but w-with as l-little as I k-know, I'm s-still a-afraid of b-being a f-failure and l-letting e-everyone d-down?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:07] TT: and i-it'll be w-worse b-because I w-won't be t-taking s-shots in the d-dark?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:08] CA: Trust me, unless you are trying to mess up, I doubt that will happen...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:10] TT: if you say so?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:11] TT: oh, why did you c-contact me in the f-first p-place?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:12] CA: Oh! I am trying to form a sort of "player masterlist". I was wondering if you had some of the handles of your fellow post scratcher players...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:15] TT: oh yes? we m-made a l-list of e-everyone as p-people s-showed up at the b-base?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:16] CA: Oh! Perfect, that makes my work a lot better. And while I'm here...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;">[01:16] -- chessAficionado [CA] has sent PRE SCRATCHERS.doc --

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:17] CA: This is a list of the handles of all the pre scratcher players, if you need it...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;">[01:19] -- timidTheurge [TT] sends PLAYER LIST.doc --

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:19] TT: I t-think I did t-that r-right?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:19] CA: Thank you Miloko!...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:20] TT: yay, it w-worked?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:20] CA: Indeed....

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:22] CA: Do you know the classpects of your team members as well?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:22] TT: o-only s-some of t-them?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:23] CA: Any info will help, thank you...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:27] TT: l-let's see, I k-know m-mine, my s-sister's, M-Merrow's, D-Darmok's, L-Lily's, A-Acenia's, and b-bits and p-pieces of a few of the r-rest?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:28] CA: Great! What are they?...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:31] TT: in o-order, M-Maid of R-Rage, S-Sylph of L-Life, P-Prince of T-Time, B-Bard of B-Blood, S-Seer of M-Mind, W-Witch of V-Void, and t-then T-Tethys was a K-Knight, M-Mahtah was a M-Mage, and T-Thiago was a P-Page? and t-that's w-what I r-remember off the top of my h-head?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:31] CA: Got it! Thank you Miloko, you have been great amounts of help...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:33] CA: If you ever need to talk to me about anything, I am usually online! I'll talk to you later Miloko...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:33] TT: bye?

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"> [01:34] CA: farewell!...

<p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;-qt-block-indent:0;text-indent:0px;"><span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);">-- chessAficionado <span style="color:rgb(145,145,145);">[CA] <span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);"> ceased pestering timidTheurge <span style="color:rgb(161,80,0);">[TT] <span style="color:rgb(100,100,100);"> at 01:34 --